i got so busted. my boss got on my case about how my friends are always around &im always talking to them when he comes. he thinks that im not doing my job. he caught me a few times with my friends hanging around the store.. joe especially (that bastard). anyway.. i almost got fired yesterday. i saved my own ass by apologizing to him before he ( Read more... )

"i realized that i dont care who you are, if i can take what i need from you then thats good enough reason for me to stick around."

so it's official.. guy &i are 'dating.' this is so scary. ive gotten so used to the scandalous single lifestyle that being somewhat commited to something terrifies me. what if i fuck up? dear goodness...what if i fuck up? ive got it so good right now ( Read more... )

love, this is becoming ridiculous! i love&hate you.. you &your smile that makes &breaks my heart. im stuck in the grey corners of fantasy and reality unable to choose left or right &unable to stay balanced in this center of nothing. im so confused. i dream of dreams where your face is all that i want to touch..i dream of dreams where you silently ( Read more... )

"she's a slut..she sleeps around..she uses guys..she plays with them ( Read more... )

guam is one boring m***** f*****.

kmart rocks.

i saw him.. he was within arms reach.. close enough for me to just take a step &wrap him in my arms.. &oh how i wish i couldve. his eyes even took a second glance &dear god he recognized me. no matter how hard i was trying to build a wall and make myself invisible, he somehow penetrated through the bricks &acknowledged my existence. you couldnt ( Read more... )

the whole time he was gone i kept thinking, "i dont like him. i simply just dont feel anything." but last night when he came back he asked me if i missed him.. and after talking to him for a few hours &hearing his stories, &observing his ability to make me laugh so much, i cuddled close to him and realized that yes, i did miss him ( Read more... )

tim will be gone by the end of august. he refuses to tell me when cause he doesnt like sad faces/drama/or anything with too much spot light. but a simple text before he boards would be nice. any kind of opportunity for me to at least say, "byebye timtim." *sigh* after he's gone i will be sad for a few weeks. but broken hearts do heal and life does ( Read more... )

i know i get pretty grouchy when my sleep is disturb but today i think i snapped. these little girls kept shaking our screen door asking my brother if they could come in. it was pretty loud especially considering the fact the the screen door is located right outside my window, the one located above my bed, where i was sleeping.. so i got up, looked ( Read more... )