I had this dream last night, where matt came online and told me 'i hate you, you're stupid and horrible and i'm never going to talk to you again" 
i feel terrible...
i've really let him down.

dylan and i dont talk anymore.
i think its time to stop pretending.

i'm so tired..

 the world is too much.
humans and nature and earth..
the world is too much.
and i dont want to do it anymore.

 how does he know about dylan ( Read more... )

 what the hell is wrong with you ( Read more... )

 I wish you were online ( Read more... )

 I had a dream last night, where you flew over without telling me, and slipped into bed with me.. I was so overfilled with emotions i woke up.. Only to descover it was just a dream
and i am very very alone..
I dont even have my cat anymore.

 You jerk ( Read more... )

Mort Et Vie.

Suddenly, I viddied what I had to do, and what I had wanted to do, and that was to do myself in; to snuff it, to blast off for ever out of this wicked, cruel world. One moment of pain perhaps and, then, sleep for ever, and ever and ever.

 It's my birthday on Tuesday. I wish people would stop asking me what I’m doing, if I want to do anything.. Making a big deal about it.. My birthday is the toughest day in the year for me.. It's celebrating my birth, and if you understand you know what I mean when I say that I don't generally want to celebrate something like that..I quite like ( Read more... )

Do you think people just love someone because that someone loves them?
Does this apply to everything? Friendship, love, enemys everthing?..