My parents just came home.
The first thing my mother did was talk to her cat, then yell at me for letting the other one out.
My dad orgonized his luggadge, sorted his mail, brushed his teeth, came to talk to me and give me my early birthday present (magnetic braclets.. They're green.) and then went to bed.
I can't deal with this now.. 
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I've been in the zone since i got up this morning. 
I Should Not. be here.

 its funny, how in one moment the moment you dreed, all the walls collapse, and its perfectly clear of what you feel ( Read more... )

 i'm so tired of hiding.
so.. so so.. tired.
I WANT TO BLOW THIS SHIT WIDE OPEN!
:(
no.
I know that i have completely no idea what i want.

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 i feel like
this is my breaking point
im at the front of my mind when i say this
fucking hell!
you're such an asshole.i camt\takeitanymore

I'm annoyed at myself. 
i have no inspiration.. all my work comes out as meaningless, tryhard crappy ass looking crap that even I wouldn't want to look at.
It's the sort of thing a kid could draw.
Cliche` and boring.
that's me.. cliche and boring. 
i cant even smoke anymore.
lame
lame
look
im dizzy and numb after one, no not even one. two half breaths.
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goddamn people!!!!!!!

good god.
kill me nowwww
for being a lying, decetful bitch.

oh dear.
Ithink i may like crystal.
she said she's had a crush on me for 6 months and she'd dump any boy she was going out for me..
Ughhh why is life so complicated!!!
it's just a crush.
It'll go away..............................................................
ughhhhh
its making my eye hurt.
what am i doing?
I feel like a whore.