i've been thinking a whole lot lately. i've come to the conclusion that i dont meet the standards i have for others. first off, i'm naive, a liar and always oblivious to everything around me. i fear commitment and anything with a sense of stability. i'm constantly seeking aproval of those around me. i feel like i cant trust anyone, even those i ( Read more... )

game tomorrow at 5. be there =)
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comment topic:: way common excuse:"theyre not my type". whats your 'type'?

MOVIE NITE
well alright... we watched van wilder. only cool people come to movie nite. vanny, lily, laurence and kate. yes they are cool people. especially that darn lily.
( LILY THE SUPERMODEL )

Saturday:: movie nite with cool people, we watched A Walk to Remember. haha Kate cried through the ENTIRE thing, even during the non-sad parts. I narrated randomly.
Laurence: why is kate crying???
me: 'cause mandy is dying but shes still beautiful and shane west is still mezmorized
vanny only cried once, it was ok cuz when shane west cries... i cry. ( Read more... )

long entry, kinda boring...

Friday, Saturday and Sunday:: I went camping at lake Cachuma with family and family friends. We got skunked the first day and then the second we caught a lil trout and a lil bass. Then on Sunday after we came back me, Erik, Matt, Stefanie and her sister went to Sherwood to go fishing. We caught nothing- absolutely ( Read more... )

well ive decided w.o.w. needs to die. but its over tomorrow and we get to swim for most of it, then friday we get our schedules early. i still cant believe they made us wear the same shirt every single day this week ( Read more... )

haha how cool
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owy i have a headache.... hmm but i didnt have to go to volleyball today yay. it was a fun day... watched van wilder and slept on the couch. ate and slept. hmm tomorrow i plan on sleeping for a good part of the day an then going to l-rences for the "Thursday/Any Convenient Day Movie Night" thingish thing. ill finally get to see drop dead gorgeous ( Read more... )

I look at people's profiles and almost every single person has something dedicated to him, whether they knew him well or not at all. "I love you Chase" "R.I.P." "You'll forever be in our hearts" "Thinking of you Chase" "I'll miss you forever" and i think.. god, that boy has got some serious love. lifes too short. every moment should be cherrished.
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