wow. everythings been so confusing lately.
i dunno.
I hate school.
I love Raves.
Parties are the bestt.
I think i FINALLY get my car today.
hangin out with Jamie <3, John Babb, and Mike Langenheim ( Read more... )

Its all falling in on me again ( Read more... )

So im sick ( Read more... )

COREY. <3

is amazing.

Wow.i could just end the entry at that, cuz theres no other way to explain it, but ill try to ( Read more... )

date tonite.
concert.
im so excited. can't wait.
i really like this kid.
i realize it more each day too.
like, when im on the phone with him i just smile.
i dunno, its crazy.

i have to work today.
id sell Gina my soul if she'd work for me.
i really dont want to go.
well, at least i'll get to spend SOME time with him.
hehe.
^_^
<3 miaa.

so yehh. Things might actually be looking up.
I had almost forgotten what it felt like to smile.
But i have plans for tomorrow night.
and hopefully things go well.

This boy though,
i dunno.
i guess i MIGHT still have a chance.
hes pretty amazing.
so i guess we'll see.
ill keep everyone updated.
<3 miaa.

My computer is down. I can only get on ata friends house.
This is bad because it gives me more time to think.
And this is what I've thought...

Option 1:
Theres this boy who i kinda have my eye on, but havent known for very long.
he goes to school with me, but i dont think thered ever be naytihng there.

Option Two:Theres this girl. We've had ( Read more... )

does anyone in this town wanan go to dennys?
seriously, anyone?
cuz like, a zillion people were gonan go, and now noone will.
and i REALLY wanted to go.
coffee, seasoned fries, and cigarettes are the best way to end a weekend.
i worked all damn dayyyy.
this sucks.
but theres always school to look forward to tomorrow. right?
hah. not.

its funny, yanno?
how people supposedly want nothing to do with me, yet continue trying to see whats new in my life ( Read more... )