I'm still alive on here.
I'm supposed to be studying and this isn't okay, but yeah. It's too hot to focus.
And I'm too tired from all this lovely weekend sun to care :(

and now, a few hours later, around that same person, I'm pretty much fine. Maybe it's because I cleaned the kitchen. Cleaning things soothes me. I also got to wash a lot of dishes. Ugh, I hate having feelings sometimes.

I have so much frustration eating away inside me right now. But in my infinite attempt to keep everyone around me happy, I'll do nothing about it. It's all stupid stuff, anyway. Petty, even. But one day I'll realize that what I think and what I feel, as passive aggressive as I may be, does matter and does count.

Til then,
back to studying.

I'm back at school and I've decided that it will be a good year. I'm rooming with Karen and I don't see myself wanting to kill her at any point. Classes start tomorrow and I'm finally excited about it. I have 15 textbooks. My suite is awesome. I have pictures up on facebook. Could my writing be any choppier? Bye.

I feel slightly less stressed ( Read more... )

I haven't been using LJ much lately, which includes reading other people's stuff, so sorry anyone who cares about me reading what they write. I've been thinking about how I've been taking on too much stuff at school, so I need to e-mail the guy to get me out of Citizen Leaders because I know myself and between e-board for PT Club and APO plus the ( Read more... )

I missed a step going down the stairs at Amanda's last night (after an awesome kyle xy), and ended up on my back. And my first thought was "oh no, I better be able to play hockey on Thursday night!" Luckily I was able to get up and walk on it, though this morning it's a little stiffer and my range of motion with dorsi and planter flexion is limited ( Read more... )

Army Wives is a fun show. Today was Riston's graduation... the principal said all the same things he said during my graduation. I finally finished season 3 of Arrested Development... such an amazing show. Lots of amazing shows on tv. Yay tv ( Read more... )

Damn you, Suzanne. But I wouldn't want you to go to hell because it would remind you of the Devils and you would be happy.

This has been my hell week. After my anatomy exam, which is in about an hour and a half, I'll have had 6 tests and a paper due within the past 2 weeks, plus another one the week before that. I'm definitely ready for Thanksgiving break, and definitely glad it's for a full week. I'm going home Friday and watching High School Musical pop up edition ( Read more... )