wow. i just read through some of my past entries.
and i realized that many, many of them were negative.
i think i only write to vent out my frustrations.
silly me.

Lj, i promise to try to be more positive in my entries.

haha.

today i watched this filipino movie called Deathrow ( Read more... )

Man, i really need to cut back on buying things i rarely use. But, i it's so addicting. help.

purchases i shouldnt have bought..


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So, since summer is almost coming to an end for my neices, and back to school they will go (which means ill be lonely at home lol), we baked cookies.

White Chocolate Macadamia Cookies.


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i'm bored.

9 shots of midori
4 glasses of martini (or some shit like that0
3 glasses of white wine
and 3 bottles of smirnoff twist

shit im almost 21. im so old ( Read more... )

it has been awhile since ive really sat down and think ( Read more... )

i dont know how to let out all my frustration and anger...

but to cry.

help.

ive been busy these past few weeks.

it makes me feel so good.

but, now im sick again.
....and i hate it.

i love it when it rains.

it's nice to watch the rain fall down.

makes me feel like the world is crying with me....