however far away, i will always love you;
however long i stay i will always love you.
whatever words i say, i will always love you;
i will always love you.I'm missing you like crazy these days. Haven't talked to the girl in a couple of days; she's been busy with school. Which is understandable. I can't wait until she finally graduates ( Read more... )

But I post anyway. For what reasons? No reasons really. Boredom, the need to write something solid, to preserve these simple moments. I'm proud to report that i have been clean of drugs of all sorts for almost a year. Jack Daniels no longer flows through my bloodstream. I admit to few beers here and there, but severe intoxication in which i can't ( Read more... )

California is wonderful.
We're missing you down here, boo.

Things never change! They only keep moving. Life is but a vicious cycle. Like a song set to repeat until it wears out til it's last straw. Then comes death. Rejoice sad children, life comes just this once. Take care of yourselves and hold close to those you love. Life just comes this once...

I still miss you. Yeah you...

I need warm weather and sunshine, with days on the lake drinking beer and having barbecues. Surrounded by amazing friends and an amazing girlfriend. Late nights staying up with the one person you connect with the most, listening to shitty pop music from the 90's and fantasizing over zombie flicks and george a. romero. It's been almost a year since ( Read more... )

my muscles are sore from not working for a week or so and getting back to hard work. i stayed with phil in california for a while and it was nice seeing the little fag. i really want to move down there and be closer with my lil bro and be in the sun. spokane has some of the shittiest weather, i can't believe i've lived here for this long. please ( Read more... )

so i took a vacation from the vast world of cyberspace and found myself quite content. i've straightened up, but not straight edge material. one thing that i've already noticed about the internet is that seeing something you would rather not see makes you into a really jealous person ( Read more... )

and fuck the person who said "you don't know what you've lost until it's gone."

Because it's true. And I'm gone.

haven't updated in a while. do you even remember who i am? i still miss what i've lost. but i'm a fuck up and it's all my fault. spokane is a shitty town and everybody in it is a fucking waste. except for one girl in particular but she won't even give me the time of day anymore. i need to stop drinking whiskey and smoking cigarrettes. i can feel ( Read more... )

i'm in vegas and hung over. i can't believe i'm actually taking time out and updating livejournal. but it's almost necessary. my birthday was two days ago. a lot of people forgot about it, including me. my parents treated me to a nice lunch and denille bought me an ice cream cake from baskin robbins. i left yesterday afternoon and got into las ( Read more... )