and just the thought of you on top makes my nature hot, i want no other man

[_xonikkiox_]

dude.. you all..im like huge. this is not cool. im all fat. AHH. scary stuff. but yeah. i can feel the babies moving now and kicknig and its so freaking awesome. *sigh* its been awhile since i've heard from anyone. but man alot of shit going on lately first kate getting beat and now zac and nat are engaged. wow. just wow. alot of shit. but congrats

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[ike__hanson]

You're not fat Nikki. You're pregnant! It's beautiful. You're completely gorgeous. God, Nikki. I um... wow, I'm really sorry I havent been around.. I just. I dont know. I wasnt sure how things were between us. I'd thought you would just want tay around for this.. since.. like.. its his kids. I feel awful though. The last thing I want is for you to feel like you're alone in this, you dont have to be.. I cant let you be. If you want, to like.. come live here.. until you go into labor.. that'd be great.. then at least I could get you to the hospital and make sure I'm there with you in the birth. I know I said a lot of things, and that I seemed like I didnt want a part in anything, but I love you. I always have and I can't just abandon you. I'm sorry Nik, I really am. But I'll be there.. whether you want to come live here, or you want me to come over so that you dont go alone. I'd do anything to help. Especially after they're born. Okay? You're not alone Nikki. I promise you. I love you.

[doinitwitrythem]

Ike wow I mean I am really fucking proud of you man that you've stepped up to the plate and decided to put all this ackwarness aside and actually want to be there for the birth of these children, I know it will mean a lot to Nikki Ike, because believe it or not, you both still have feelings there.She needs someone

[_xonikkiox_]

i might be pregnant but i feel so fat. but then again think all pregnant women think that when their pregnant. aww. thanks ike :o) it's fine you havent been around i dont blame you for not being around. i dont think if i was a guy i'd want to see the woman i love grow bigger with my brothers kids :o\ ike i still love you and i still want to be with you but i dont want to push it on you. i dont want you to get back into a relationship till your ready. dont rush it. im not going anywhere. i only want tay around if he wants and he hasnt been around much either so yeah. i've been alone in this for most of it so it doesnt really bother me much anymore i was just sad. i've went to all the appointments myself and all that its just sad that tay didnt wanna come. so yeah i dont know. well i guess i could come live with you. or you could come stay with me? whatever. your house has to many bad memories for me right now for me to go there. i know you love me ike. you dont have to tell me. i know. its just hard for you. harder than it is for me i

[doinitwitrythem]

Lol oh what are you kidding? You are a fucking MILF and you fucking know it lol. You know how to wear that mommy look real well haha.Damn woman its crazy that they still can not tell what the genders are lol, damn that one baby must be real modest, so it tells me one is either a gay baby because its legs are always crossed or a beautiful baby girl lol.Well fucking pop already woman lol but of course wait till someone is around lol. Thanks so much for the congrats Nik it means so much I am so so happy.I love her to death.Name them like Keagen and Teagen if they are both boys lol yeah kick ass or Keagen and Kearnen or something lol.Babe, knowing what to name your kids dont make you a bad mother lmao, some dont know what to name their babies till days after they are born, besides sometimes its better to wait until you've seen the babies so that way the name really suits them.Im real sorry to hear how alone you feel, Nat and I should deffinitely come over sometime, you going to have a baby shower? I think Nat kind of wants to throw you

[_xonikkiox_]

haha. only you would think that Zac. you and your dirty dirty mind. well they know one of them and its a boy. DONT SAY MY BABY IS GAY! well i should pop soon! lol. oh like imma be able to hold them in till someone is around me if i do pop. what am i going to go cross my legs and hold them in? your such a dork. your welcome Zac you deserve all the happiness you can get buddy. lol im not going to have them rythym that is so...not cool. lol their 2 different people they shouldnt have rythyming names. i know it doesnt but it mkaes me feel like one. so yeah. its alright. feeling alone is what i do best. so dont worry about it. yes you should i'd like to see the happy engaged couple. i guess. it just no one has planed me one and i dont want to plan one myself. lol but if she wants to throw me one she can. i'd like it :o)

[doinitwitrythem]

Fuck right lol, but you know that you are flatterd Nikki and I wouldnt be suprized if your cheeks were bright red lol. Seriously, dont even worry about it, you wear those twins well ..almost like its todays new trend or something like that. ;-p. DAMN STREIGHT cross those damn legs if you have to, I don't care lol just do whatever you have to lol.You know I love you right?I just love givin you shit.Well take care hun.

[_xonikkiox_]

haha. iam flattered. i cant help but be. aww. my cheeks wasnt bright red but they did have some red in them. i hope i do. hahaha. i cant just cross my legs and keep them in when they decide their comnig their going to come. and im not going to be alone anymore i have someone here with me. so we dont have to worry about that anymore. of course you love giving me shit everyone does but thats okay. you take care too Zac.

[tj_h]

hey nik nik,
Hows the bubs? i'm sorry i haven't been around much. I've had my hands full with juliet. She's become such a daddys girl. It's weird how attached she is to me. But i love her to bits. Remember i wanna be there for you when u go into labour. I'm really sorry i haven't been around. please don't hate me :(

Taylor

[_xonikkiox_]

its fine you havent been around much i understand you have another kid other than mine. why is it weird? some kids mostly girls get attached to their daddys. i know you do and i'll try and call you and get you there when i do. i dont hate you. i dont think i could ever hate you. dont be sorry just try and come around atleast once or twice before they decide to grace us with their birth.

[tj_h]

ok sweety, i promise i will. When juilets flu is gone. She's been coughing so much. The poor little thing.

I still feel bad for not coming around :(

[_xonikkiox_]

aww. how long has she had it? poor kid. dont feel bad. its not that bad. it could have been worse. you have responsabilties else where i udnerstand.