Comments | _xonikkiox_: But they say there is nothing love can't heal

_xonikkiox_

But they say there is nothing love can't heal

Mar 24, 2006 00:14

"Sitting all alone in this place Even though we're here face to face There is nothing gone But there's something wrong" *double sigh ( Read more... )

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doinitwitrythem March 24 2006, 22:54:35 UTC

Nikki ( ... )

_xonikkiox_ March 25 2006, 03:24:03 UTC

I know its hard. it is hard and its having a big effect on this family. tay doesnt think anyone cares as much as he does about her and her health. dont be mad at him. he's not him self right now and he's really worried and stressed out im sure he doesnt mean anything he says. i know you care and he does too. it effects everyones life. just not as much as it effects his. Zac you might have that bond again and you might not. people change bonds break and sometimes they get back together but right now its not going to happen with him worried and stressed like he is now. im sorry you dont have that bond anymore. i dont have the bond with him i use to have either. :o( that makes me sad. really sad. i know you love her. just do what you can thats all anyone can ask of you ( ... )

doinitwitrythem March 26 2006, 01:14:16 UTC

Yeah, I mean..it really sucks that he dont think anyone cares about her and her health as much as him.Of course none of us care AS much as her own father, but still..its a close 2nd, a REALLY close 2nd.And I wish he would take that into consideration Nikki.It tears me up.I dont know how to get it through to him how much I care about that little baby girl.Damn it!I mean...my bone marrow is a match.They are going to perform the bone marrow transfusion day after tomorrow.At this point, im doing everything I can.Im giving her my bone marrow.You know?I love that little girl.Im not mad at him,im mad at myself and where I could have seriously went wrong.How I could have made us drift apart.I wish it had never happened.I'm doing everything I can.I swear it to you.I swear it to you and him ( ... )

_xonikkiox_ March 27 2006, 08:26:04 UTC

I know. he's just feeling hopeless ya no? i know you wish that but right now hes not thinking clearly remember this. i know it tears you up. it does me too. i miss my taylor. i miss him so much. he's just gotta so bad now and i hope she gets better because maybe with her health will come the taylor we all know and love and miss. we cant get through to him right now. its hopeless to try. i know. i've tried many times. and he just wont even talk to me. i dont know what to do. it makes me want to cry thinking he doesnt wanna talk to me because me and him use to talk about everything and now he wont even talk to me. its just terrible. well its good your a match. and im glad shes getting it. hopefully now she'll get better. i know you love her. Zac you didnt do anything. you didn't do it. something these things happen it doesnt mean its going to be like this for ever. i know your doing everything you can. and thats all you can do ( ... )

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SHE'S GONE!! doinitwitrythem March 31 2006, 09:37:46 UTC

JULIET IS GONE NIKKI!!AND SO IS TAYLOR!!!!!!

WHY??????

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