I am a huge hooker. I believe lines from the grimiest and dirtiest guy, knowing how much of a player he is.

I think I'm falling out of love with Mike- because of some dirty scum bag and a dead end hook up.

I'm a moth being drawn to a flame.. knowing how harmful it is- but not being able to stop myself..

what the fuck is wrong with me?

The diffrences between this break up and all the other ones is that he didn't do anything wrong, he's just moving. I can't hate him for anything, so it will be soo much harder to get over him. He was starting to become perfect ( Read more... )

I'm currently in Israel and I'm having a shitty time. Mike and I broke up and he's being a complete ass about it.

I'm never having a boyfriend again.

I have so much on my mind regarding my boyfriend. He's not a bad person, so all I'm about to say might lead one to believe that I'm just dating this utter jerk whom I should immediately break up with- but he's not.. he's just immature, and you can't really break up with someone for being immature, can you ( Read more... )

NO IDEA why i haven't posted in so long, probably because nobody uses this shit anymore, but that's besides the point ( Read more... )

    At this point of my life I find that I've become so irritable and irrational. Everything seems to bother me and nobody can make it better. Not even the boy whom I am very much "In-like with", or whatever it is I feel about him. I lash out instantly, and I often yell to the point where my voice becomes raspy. Why? I have no idea ( Read more... )

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I guess I just needed to ramble for a little bit.. and I forgot I had this fucking thing. I don't usually say "fucking" that often.. so something is clearly bothering me ( Read more... )

So heartbroken, i can barely breathe.