i havent updated in forever...and a lot has gone down this new and passing year of 2006.

my friends have widened, but barely..my emotions have been forevermore increasing and changing more rapidly than ever. this has been the worst year of my life, and i doubt that it will get any better.

but i have a best friend now, its a guy...

his name is dylon ( Read more... )

well, i might get my labret pierced...yeah im freaked out on how much it would hurt but...i really want it now.

heh....yeah im stoked....and fucking scared as hell..

gah....

i'll be fine right???

..right?

...well

i made up with the friend that i hated..

i dont know how okay? but it happened and i guess the fights over..

-sigh-

..really really confusing life will you get better???

@#$%!!

i feel so miserable now. it's not like before...it's worse, yet it isn't ( Read more... )

well, i want to have a make over cuz i think i'm really ugly. i mean i looked the same forever! since i googled a lot of bands i like and the people in them, their style really inspired me to do this ( Read more... )

my sweetest friend ( Read more... )

i really hate this place. i want to move somewhere else, i dont know why but i just really want to move. to where i can start over where no one knows me, and i can be a new person...a better person ( Read more... )

this blows ass.

i am so fucking useless its not even funny.

whatever, it's not getting any better just talking about it here...
friends and this shitty life i live in, school, people in general.. i mean why can't i just fucking blow their heads off?? they don't need to live! we should all just die!

-_-....

you don't need to hear this.

i'll be honest with you people. if any of my friends was in trouble..like death wise, and i had to save them ( Read more... )

+Thank you for your kindness ( Read more... )