Haha, well, I'm in serious need of an update lol. Getting ready to move again, aaah, I'm running out of time too...it sucks. Heather pretty much kicked me out haha. Oh well. Since my update, me and Eric are back together...no more Michael. He never called me or anything when I was in the hospital...grr....stupid tonsils. Eric has learned from ( Read more... )

Ok, soooo, work should die a horrible, slow, agonizing, and painful death. People cannot understand that I try to do a job and I don't know absolutely everything about it. I'm getting sick of working for fucking douchebags, but I need money for any hope of a future. Ugh. I pretty much left work almost in tears. They pretty much don't care that ( Read more... )

Ah, I hate money. Apparently I overdrew on my account...again, but my deposit from work is "floating" so the bank charges me like $180 in fees. Ugh. So,basically I only have $167 in my account. After I pay Heather $150 for rent, I'll have no money, and to top things off I don't get paid again until after Christmas. Grr. Aah, even greater is ( Read more... )

So, Eric and I broke up today, and I think I'm ok. It'll probably be weird at work, or whenever I'll see him next face to face, but oh well. He felt bad for hurting me and stuff, but we both believe we'll be better off as friends for the time being. He said something about a break, but then done with the whole thing. He says I'm free and can ( Read more... )

Ah, I can't sleep and I have to be up at 3, it's too hot in my little room, so I'm in the living room, haha. I probably shouldn't have taken that nap, oh well, I was tired. I still can't believe what happened a few hours ago. The more I think or talk about it to someone, I just cry. I feel sad. He said I wouldn't have any trouble finding ( Read more... )

Well, today me and Eric pretty much broke up a week from our 15 months. Oh well. I think we knew it was coming, but it doesn't make it any easier. We were bawling our eyes out(keep in mind I have never seen hime cry until today). It's just really sucking because we live together and work together. I'm thinking about possibly moving out. This ( Read more... )

Wow, as usual it's been quite some time since my last entry. Oh well, I've been busy and such. I live in BG now. I like it but I miss my friends and the people I worked with in E-town. I gots a kitty too. I adopted her from the shelter...her name is Susie. Also, I still have no idea what I want to do as a career. I kinda want to do something ( Read more... )

I just can't believe how long it has been since I wrote, much less log on. Let's just say A LOT has changed. I have a new boyfriend...Eric, whom I adore and is sooo much better; a new car, a '97 Honda Accord...sooo much better than my last one...it has air and heat! Woot! I still work at Target, been there a little over a year...November 20th ( Read more... )

Lol, I'm feeling sort of bad because I just write ranting and raving entries in here. Oh well, I gotta get it out. Yeah, well today I got to drive my mom's blazer..yay! Radio!! Well, I called her earlier to see if I had enough gas(the gas gauge doesn't read right) but yeah she's like I need to ask you a question first. Someone has told me ( Read more... )

Ok, well I've made one flippin mistake and apparently it's a huge deal. Oh well, I'll get it out on here and I'll be good, for the others, go ahead, trash me, hate me, I don't really give a shit. I'm better off anyways. I tried to be a good influence, but noooo you choose your little friends that have done...pot, smoked, shoplifted, purged, etc ( Read more... )