Sam as in me? Me who's sleeping? I'm tired... I don't want to wake up right now. It's gotta be at least three in the morning, and if she's waking me up because she sobered up too fast, I swear... I'll do... somethingI opened one eye and looked at the clock, since my back was to her. Oh. It's ten. The night moved sorta fast didn't it? And now that I have one eye opened, my entire process is ruined. Shot to hell. All of it gone
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Come on, Sam. I'm trying here. I have a really bad headache, and the sooner that I get this done, the sooner I can concentrate on getting rid of my hangover and going about my day. It's very important that I make things better. I don't like how I acted, and Sam deserves to know that. He put up with me and make sure that I didn't injure myself. Now that I'm not drunk, I appreciate that.
A few days ago I was telling him that Jake takes care of me. I didn't stop to think about everything that Sam has to go through daily. I mean, I knew that Sam had him beat, I just didn't think about it much. I think I take it foregranted because he's always here for me, in the same way that he's always been there for me (minus those four years). He's a constant good influence on me, but I never think about it unless I'm apologizing for something.
"It's fine Carly, you were drunk. I've probably done worse or something."I don't want to know what the 'worse' was, because he didn't do it
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"Sam, just let me get this out, okay? I won't be dramatic."
Small consolation.
Alright, fine. If I know she's not going to leave me alone about it, then obviously, I might as well hear her out. Then I can move on with my life... and maybe get another hour of sleep if I'm lucky.
"Okay." I sighed and rubbed my eyes. "Go for it."
Hopefully Julia will cut in somewhere around the middle, sounding the alarm. She's done it before, I could get lucky and skip all this.
"Okay.Go for it."Maybe I should have waited until after breakfast. Should I have waited until after breakfast? No. I decided to get it done quick so that I wouldn't have to feel bad about it for an extended period of time. I shouldn't have waited because I would have been annoyed at myself for too long if I would have tried that
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Sam as in me? Me who's sleeping? I'm tired... I don't want to wake up right now. It's gotta be at least three in the morning, and if she's waking me up because she sobered up too fast, I swear... I'll do... somethingI opened one eye and looked at the clock, since my back was to her. Oh. It's ten. The night moved sorta fast didn't it? And now that I have one eye opened, my entire process is ruined. Shot to hell. All of it gone ( ... )
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"I want to talk to you."
Come on, Sam. I'm trying here. I have a really bad headache, and the sooner that I get this done, the sooner I can concentrate on getting rid of my hangover and going about my day. It's very important that I make things better. I don't like how I acted, and Sam deserves to know that. He put up with me and make sure that I didn't injure myself. Now that I'm not drunk, I appreciate that.
A few days ago I was telling him that Jake takes care of me. I didn't stop to think about everything that Sam has to go through daily. I mean, I knew that Sam had him beat, I just didn't think about it much. I think I take it foregranted because he's always here for me, in the same way that he's always been there for me (minus those four years). He's a constant good influence on me, but I never think about it unless I'm apologizing for something.
"It's fine Carly, you were drunk. I've probably done worse or something."I don't want to know what the 'worse' was, because he didn't do it ( ... )
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I don't want to listen damn it.
"Sam, just let me get this out, okay? I won't be dramatic."
Small consolation.
Alright, fine. If I know she's not going to leave me alone about it, then obviously, I might as well hear her out. Then I can move on with my life... and maybe get another hour of sleep if I'm lucky.
"Okay." I sighed and rubbed my eyes. "Go for it."
Hopefully Julia will cut in somewhere around the middle, sounding the alarm. She's done it before, I could get lucky and skip all this.
... Then again...
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