The world hasn't changed that much. I think I have. Living double lives. Lying to myself to come up with believable lies to the people around me. Yeah, I think I've changed. It scares me. It's scary to think that I have become a person I told myself I wouldn't be. And I'm supposed to figure this all out and come up with answers on the fly while ( Read more... )

there are too many 'what if's in this world...i don't normally dwell on the unknown because most of the time,i make up my own answers for that based on what i know...things aren't going well for the people around me and i wonder if a 'what if' could have prevented all of these...based on my initial assumption,it would have...looking back,it may ( Read more... )

things to do for the year:

•  re-learn how to drive
• earn permission to drive
• stabilize finances
• learn treading(?) - basta learn how not to drown, not necessarily swim
• consistently exercise

hay...so tired...and sleepy...i wonder what went wrong...can't seem to get anything done...frustrating...i wonder if this is still worth the effort...boring rin pala maging QA...hay...me and my "dream job"...

 
i was looking for my grad pics because after several months,some people were asking for them...i wound up cleaning my cabinet of school stuff and found them when i was 3/4 through....what else did i get from cleaning? some old magic cards, a couple of recipes, my diploma, and some stuff dating back from my high school days,among other things...i ( Read more... )

hay...bukas na agad...sumhow i dont feel like it...it would just be another day with almost everyone making me feel lonelier...oh well...this is just a phase,i guess...i hope...

*happy birthday pala kay nikki...hehe...

lost my phone...again...but this time it got stolen...sunday na sunday,nagkkasala ang mga tao...fuck...oh well...im not bitter...im gonna have a job and buy another one...eventually...only my smart number's working...0928-2138808...for future reference...

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ngayon ko lang naisip...bagay tlaga sau ung song,ding! narda! hehe...peace tayo,wayj ü ( Read more... )

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