MEATHEAD is so funny!
i so love that man.
hahaha.

seriously this update is sooo funny.
i look like an idiot trying not to
laugh outloud here in webdesign.
but it's probably only really funny
if you know a lot about nin
so that you can tell what's Meathead's bullshit
and what's not.
still.
it's funny.

in other newsit's fucking hot as hell in my ( Read more... )

soooo, yesterday turned out to be pretty good ( Read more... )

so i'm at school.
in a pretty good mood.
don't bring me down.

i don't think i'm so numb.
i think it's getting past indifference
and moving on to hurting.
and i can miss people again.
here's to caring.

tonight, this good feeling will be shattered.
but that's tonight.
for now, i feel descently happy.

i need some more Ministry cd's.
mhmm.

well,
i'm still pretending.
i'm still trying to be skin deep.
to be fake.
and i'm still dreaming while i'm awake.
i'm way to stuborn to ask for help.
really ask and really want it.

okay,
back to pretnding now.

dyed my hair.
straightened it.
it looks good.
( i've got pictures )

( spill me onto paper )

i'm in biology, in the computer lab.
my screen is flashing bright-dark-bright-dark like crazy.
i'm glad i don't have epilepsy.
needless to say, the computers in here suck.

( i should'nt be contemplative )

okay... update?
sure.

i went to Media Play last night.
Cody came with us.
i got a new cd-- oHgr.
it's really good.
it's Ogre from Skinny Puppy's band.
i like Skinny Puppy better,
but oHgr's still really good.

and in Media Play i saw a flyer for the nin listening party thing.
the one i can't go to.
errr.
i wanted to steal the flyer.
haha.

( on the way home... )

soooooooo...
i'm feeling a lot better ( Read more... )

( what i wrote earlier )