i'v decided to stop talking about all this sean shit on here it's taking up too much room and it stresses me out...i miss ryan ehhh he's getting his car all eradied up to drive... i'll be getting one soon i can't wait...my summer is soo gonna suck but as long as i get to hang out with cool people like ryan and eric and all my buddies then it will ( Read more... )

sean responded to my post yesterday if u would care to look and said perty much he doesn't want to be freinds cause it hurts him too much...why does it have to be all about him he's not realizing what im going through... he said that in my last journal that he finaly got what he wanted to know taht i wanted to date ryan well duh.. but im not right ( Read more... )

today was a horrible day kathy was screaming at me all day.... mom came home in a pissy mood and besides taht sean and i are still at it...i want to work this out but it's like he wont take respinsibility for what he's done wrong ... i know that i shouldn't have ever told him that when i was ready to date i would date him and leave him waiting like ( Read more... )

this is a response too-->>I be you where hoping for a long response about how much i love you and blahhhhhhhhhh... well you know how I feel about you and it seams to me you don't give a damn... you called me immature and you said you hate me for the way i treated you but look at how your treating me if you really cared you would try and talk it out ( Read more... )

*This is for you... as much as i want to say "i hate you" for the things you've done to me im not.  First of all your being so immature, and i'm glad I found out exactly how decietfull and malicious you can be when your mad. i tried my hardest to be so nice about this whole thing and this is what i get...but oh well. you said you dont care how mad ( Read more... )

~NeW fOuNd GlOrY~Doubt full (catalyst)

This letter explains everything.... the content it is the truth....each word could cut like daggers if i decide to finally give it to you....i've rewrote and retransferd thousands of times...licked it shut and said my goodbyes....goodbyes are pefectly written some way.... why open this conclusion.....And it ( Read more... )

arrrrrrrgggggg!!!!im sooo fucking mad!! sean went online and behind my back and read my journal and called me bitching me out about the whole situation! i don't trust him now and i will never forgive him, he told me he loved me he said he didn't want to tell me cause he thought i would freak he didn't know i already knew... he knows about ryan and ( Read more... )

blah is the word to day... sean went to the beach i couldn't goo one of my best freinds likes him and im not really mad about it infact i think they should date but he thinks we're gonna date soon ...im not sure about it now that ryan has come into the picture. i havn't really fell for anyone like i have for ryan besides allen, he broke my heart ( Read more... )

yess it is officaily summer!!!!! no more school well one more day but who cares no one goes the last day ...im going to the beach!!! im going to have a great summer i know it!! i still have some classes i have to take over the summer but it keeps me bussy not bored. I'll be going to the warped tour and then the same day sean and i are going down ( Read more... )

well this is my first post since allen and i were together the last time i was on LJ u had to be invited to get an account, it's changed some and for the better.. well anyway it's 2 days of school left i'll be a senior yay.. i cant wait for college toget out of this little Town with petty people. I see very few as open minded... eric is the best ( Read more... )