long time no update....i say that a lot....grr....bored...just finished writing my research paper...chillin at the library.....i rule...cuz i'm just that cool....avenged sevenfold tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!......i'm prolly gunna go by myself cuz Carlie STILL didn't buy her ticket.....still going no matter what~!!!!!wsjdJFDFASGADFH

you would never think you could get dicked over twice in one night....i mean i'm used to getting fucked over....but twice in one night?....come on....i'm fucking tired of this shit....why can't i just get that one person back....but he won't even look at me

date saturday....yay.....i'm so excited...a guy who is actually not an asshole offered to take me to dinner....maybe some change is on the way....hopefully :)

i feel like updating, but i don't know what to say....ummm....i'm lonely as usual...bored....i think brandon is mad at me for something....i broke the door for the loading dock at my dad's work...i have to pay for that so i'm gunna be even more broke then i already was....o ya....and i'm sick of being used by people.... i'm also glad i am a "cunt" ( Read more... )

well...i had a good day today....first time in a while.....i realized that Bruce doesn't want me back...i've tried and tried to talk to him to appologize...but i'm useless to him ( Read more... )

i miss him so much ( Read more... )

ha...well i just talked to Bruce online like 5 minutes ago and he's having fun in maryland and told me about all the phone calls he's getting(mostly girls funny huh??)and then i asked why he didn't call me...and o yeah...i guess it slipped his mind...slipped his fucking mind...look at that...a disappointment again...i don't know why i trust and ( Read more... )

Beloved! amid the earnest woes ( Read more... )

wow...i didn't know i liked u that much kristen!..lol....and justin...what the hell?....why didn't u tell me this before u were that good...lol

woooo looong time..i don't update enough :\....no one reads any ways...umm....i've been having an awesome time w/Bruce...even though we don't really see each other that much...damn work and school...valentine's day woot....i got a beautiful rose, Mercenaries: playground for destruction (game for PS2)...it freakin rocks and i gots a little tiger guy ( Read more... )