So I got back yesterday from Tyler's house. I went down there to be there for Ty's sweet 16 and go to a BTBAM concert with him. Alot of memories were made in that week that we were together.... it was really nice. From going to Napolian Dynamite to Tippers first boner. His birthday was awesome, they have "treasure hunts" for their presents which ( Read more... )

Blah, I didn't get to sleep until like 3:30 lastt night, then i kept having interuptions this morning. I'm super tired and my hands hurt for some reason. Today I work a 7 hour shift..... not so excited. Then tomorrow I get to drive to see Tyler and stay there in dublin for a while... freaking rad!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

look; if this is how it feels ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD. MY MOM DID A RESTORE ON MY COMPUTER AND EVERTHING IS GONE....... GONE, GONE, GONE I lost over 300 poems, over 100 pictures, saved stuff for the Scared Alice website......... FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK EVERYTHING IS GONE!!!!!!!!!.. ALL OF MY MUSIC EVERYTHING

I want to scream at the top of my lungs ( Read more... )

It's amazing how people can trash other people... Even without intention. Say... cutting for instance... People do it. I have done it. I don't do it for attention so FUCK YOU if you think everyone does it for attention. IT's a way to release pain if it's too built up to release in tears or in anger ( Read more... )

wake me up, my inspiration sleeps
my mind is like a prison
bound to hold me
force it out, the damage has been done
we're broken, too parted
and we can hardly speak in here
i won't give up again
as tired as i am
with everything i can
i won't give up again

I've only been wanting to sleep butI know I have to get up for the day... but blah dude. Tyler is gone and I miss him sooooo much!!!!! but he comes home today!!!!!!! YAY WOOOOOOOOOOO. Then we might be able to see eachother..... soon, but not soon enough. my alergies have been going nutzo I can't stop sneezing. I'm going to a 3days grace concert on ( Read more... )

Yeah so I sat here for another night ( Read more... )

01. Who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )