Well Today was actually a better day than the usual days I've been having recently. I woke up at 12 and sat around and watched some really weird movie with my mom... then Jamison came over unexpected and we went to the beach to visit Brennan, then James took me to work. Work took forever it seemed like it lasted the whole day,..... oh wait..... it ( Read more... )

So I'm on the second day that Tyler has been gone. I miss him alot. I went to sprouts with my mom which is a natural foods cafe, it was cool. She's actually sober tonight!!!!! YAY!!! I went to work at 3.... I was actually 10 mins late so yeah.... Right when I started I had a shit load of work to do so I hopped right to it. Then I closed and got out ( Read more... )

Seeing that no one comments in my live journal, it must mean that no one cares to read what I so beautifully take the time to type in here... That's cool. But I'm going to write in here anyway. I thought today would be better than it was, but it sucked ass just like most of the days spend with out Tyler. I'm glad i'm working alot cause Tyler is ( Read more... )

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Last night after I posted that poem, things didn't go well with me and Tyler. I guess it send the wrong message through to him, but we got everything straightend out. I have today off and so far I have done nothing. I might hang out with Brent and Tracy later today but it depends on my mood pretty much. My mom wants to watch a movie with me right ( Read more... )

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Well, I've been working and I wish I wouldn't cause I really want to go see Tyler. I have tomorrow and tuesday off then I work 9 days straight. CRaaazyyyyy... oh well, money is money I guess. I got my key to the store today so I can close by my self...... YEAH WHAT NOW BITCHES.I went bowling today with Kyle, Brennan, Josh and Josh's hooker of a ( Read more... )

It's amazing to me how fast two weeks can go when you arent concentrating on the frustrations or complications of life. Then you realize how fucked you are when it comes to the last day you think you'll be happy. To whom whoever reads this or even cares about what I type. This is probably going to be the longest entry so be prepared. If you ( Read more... )

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I havent been able to get online for a while. but oh well. I started a checknig accound today and I think I have around 250$ in it with 150 to spend in reno. I bought a couple of shirts and some other stuff. pretty kool. I work tomorrow at 6.... to 11pm. great. I have no life. I put some of this "tired leg gel" on my knees and thighs cause i'm ( Read more... )