Can you hear me?

My heart aches especially today... I just wanted to put that somewhere.

I have all the potential to fall for you again.

And it will be nothing but bad. Ugh.

I miss you more than ever.

I don't want to feel this anymore.

I wish you were still around because I feel like hopping in a car, driving to DC, and talking about anything. You're the only one who would just hop in a car on a whim. I miss that.

I suppose I could still ask, but what's the point?

I just need to get this out, because I have nothing but hate in my heart. And hate means I care. Frankly, you're not even worth my hate. So I'm hoping if I put this somewhere, I'll be done with it. Because yes, I forget for a bit then when I'm reminded, I just get angry ( Read more... )

I had dreams that you came back ( Read more... )

Oh, I knew better then this crap.

I slept for 12 hours and I want to die.... Or go back to sleep for another 12 hours. I'll take the second.

I haven't written in this thing in like 87 weeks. Mostly because I forgot I had it ( Read more... )

I cannot, will not put forth anymore effort into this friendship. I cannot do all this work and give respect to someone who won't reciporcate unless it is convinient.

It is just not fair. And I just don't care enough.

Today was not a good day.

At least the celtics won?