finally updating. today was stressful. i'm good though. i've been good. which is good. i just made a bazillion index cards for the insane italian test tomorrow and wrote a very kick ass tema. I'm proud of myself. I actually put a huge effort into doing good in italian tonight. wo0t. i went to the mall today and got my not very conservative dorothy ( Read more... )

today was awesome! i went shopping with KATRINA! we had so much fun. and i saw SAM! yay. i went to Barnes&Noble <3 and bought "The Notebook" because I loveeee Nicholas Sparks and I always read the book before the movie. I'm excited. I also got reallyyyy cute underwear! and before we left we went to Starbucks and i nearly died because they have ( Read more... )

today was cool. i called KATRINA! for the first time in a few months. i always feel so much better and happier when i talk to her cuz she's been my best friend since like 5th grade. We're in diff schools adn all so we don't talk that much anymore but when we do its great. Today we caught up and talked about really funny memories from sjv. haha <3 ( Read more... )

i'm sick of being sick and i'm sick of being grounded ( Read more... )

i went home after 1st period. i'm so sick. i'm physically and emotionally drained. i found out my aunt theresa is really sick too. great. i stayed in bed all day but i didn't sleep. haven't slept in 4 days. can't. can't really eat either. not going to school tomorrow. woohoo ( Read more... )

today was nick's funeral. i won't go into details about today. it was the hardest day of my life. it was the hardest day of too many people's lives.

i love you anthony, joe, cammy, taylor, jc, and tie. <3 i'm always one phone call away.

today was terrible. i can't even begin to explain all of the retarded family drama thats going on and all of the emotions running through my system right now. the only thing that matters is that nicholas is lying in a casket that he put himself in. thats all that matters, not all of this his side her side nonsense. i've never cried so much in one ( Read more... )

well.. it's been a rough week. i want to thank jamie and liz for making me smile and laugh a lot when i really needed it ( Read more... )

here is a survey stolen from the too cool lj of Sam!

BOLD what applies.

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.
02. Swam with wild dolphins. 03. Climbed a mountain.
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive.
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid.
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone.
08. Said I love you and meant it.
09. Hugged a ( Read more... )

i've been thinking and here are my thoughts ( Read more... )