it's been the worst and best weekend of my life. i'm grounded for at least a month. i've never been in so much trouble, and my parents don't even know about half the things i did this weekend.god help me if they ever find out. but although me and eileen are in a lot of trouble, i'd still do it all over again if i had the chance. i just wouldn't get ( Read more... )

i can't explain how i feel. everything is just wrong and backwards and unfair and i hate it. i don't think i'm going to be living here with my parents much longer. and that's for teh best. i also decided today, that after this semester, should my parents still allow, i will most definitely be leaving union catholic and the state of new jersey and ( Read more... )

i can't believe how fucking bad i screwed up tonight. and it wasn't even on purpose. i fucking broke all trust i had with my parents. i put eileen and dave in the worst situation ever and my dad almost killed eric. everything with my family is so fucked up now. and its all my fault. i ruined this weekend for eileen and everyone else. and i was just ( Read more... )

today was another cool day. *gasp* ASIDE FROM BEING SO COLD! jesus. anyway. English and church were lame. I slept in chem. I read fan fic in history. Sam and I had more POINTLESS adventures during lunch. i ate today. it was odd. i wanted to cut geometry but everyone bailed on me because they suck. italian was THE BEST CLASS EVER TODAY! we wrote a ( Read more... )

today was pretty cool. sam and i had some very pointless but amusing times in the halls. my geometry make up test was really wasy which made me happy. damn it i just remembered i have to do something for english. shit. oh well. i have to bring my lap top to 115 anyway so i'll just do it 1st period during english and all will be well. oh well. i'm ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. i was a bitch to the teacher in gym and it amused me. italian was fun. although before italian kyle decided to attack me and i almost had to kill him. lunch was good too. the bus was really funny. i came home and acted like a loser with SAM but we're the coolest losers ever so it's ok. then i hung out with eileen for a little ( Read more... )

today i woke up at like 1 after going to sleep at like midnight. i was so exhausted. i vaguely remember someone calling me and waking me up? i think it was dave. i don't know. anyway... i stayed in bed most of the day. i watched "Bella Mafia" and "The In-Laws" which was hilarious and I really liked it. I went to the mall with Eileen around 7ish. I ( Read more... )

today wasn't so bad. i ate so fucking much. this shit has to stop. when i'm depressed i don't eat at all. but when i'm frustrated or pissed off i eat non-stop! at lunch me and jamie had chicken AND fries. and i came home and for dinner i ate an entire pizza by myself. fucking insanity. i hung out with eileen. we went to the middle school and then ( Read more... )

today is sort of blurry. umm... oh, i got really really pissed off this morning. (lol jamie) and then i had chem which wasn't as bad as usual. umm... gym and english were boring. i did a lot of work in gym and steve and kyle didn't approve. lunch was fun. sat with sam, jamie, mike and naggy. amusing shit. thursday study hall with jill, liz and ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. it was a bit stressful in school. the most kick ass part of the day in school (or should i say intense? lol jamie) was english class. mrs. addison handed back the summer reading projects/tests and i was sort of worried about my essay and doubting my writing capabilities. However, for the writing half of the test, I got 50/50 ( Read more... )