isn't it annoying when people change their lj names?

NEW NAME: daylight_wanes

add me, fuckers..

[for those of you who are bitching that i change names too much-- i swear, this is the last time]

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( two fucked up dreams i had last night )

today was good.. saw mark and caught up at our vernon hills denny's.. nighttime riding around on the bike with chris, visited heidi at work, dedicated a justin timberlake song to her.. that fucking "wireless dj" dude needs to update his punk music.. he's missing an entire genre.. fuckin' tool ( Read more... )

i'm in desperate need of new music ( Read more... )

day:
woke up too late to go to work [per usual]..
bummed around..
went to therapy..
killed an hour before class doing god knows what..
went to class [got an A on my five page paper that took me 45 minutes to write]..

night:coffee fix ( Read more... )

it's not just the brush off.. it's a lot of things.. a lot of you think i can't be on my own.. but i'm clearly still alive and kicking [harder than i have in a long time].. but it wouldn't be as bad if all that shit hadn't happened.. sure i'd be hard up n shit.. but it wasn't that.. it wasn't that at all.. i'm having fun-- really i am.. i'm ( Read more... )

it's been almost four months..

and i've decided this is not fun anymore..

it's empty tonight
and i'm all alone
get me through this one..

CideEffeX: chin up eh? you're too beautiful to be pouty

finally, something i needed to hear..

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i was on the edge of sleep when i realized..

every night i fall asleep with my own arms wrapped around myself..

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nothing happened today that i didn't expect..

except for my prof not showing up for class after i drove 45 minutes to get to school..

that was pretty awesome..

i ate a lot today..

in other news:
je m'ennuie de ces jeux

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a part of me hates you now..

and that makes me sad..

you make me sad..

and you make freddie sad..

i don't like when people make freddie sad..

this is where i get to sit back and see if you try to redeem yourself..

not a lot of people do..

and that makes me sad too..