I guess I could cry..But I won't waste my time

[a_black_rose76]

Wow, do I have no life! Yeah, I hate reading everyone else's journals. It proves to me more so that Iam a losuer + have no life what-so-ever. I'm gaining weight because all me + Joe do is sit around, lay around, eat + watch movies. So we are both gaining some poundage. But me worse. I hate! Amanda is like dead, Sam is done, and who else did I have/

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A Little Advice?

[xexploitedconex]

Brandy, i know you feel as you have no one, but i'm going to be blunt here. There are a lot more people that care about you, then you think. Sam is probably holding onto the past and doesn't want to lose her best friend, and by the obvious amounts of journal entries written about her, and the past 3 years spent together, you want to resume your friendship just as much as she does. I think this time you need to start the conversation with her, Even though you love your boyfriend more than anyone or anything in the world, he's been able to manage time between friends and Brandy. And I'm sure you could do the same. Even though you're growing up and being mature, there's always room for friends. They're there to help you feel better, have fun, and surprise you, not always just a source of immaturity. I know soo many people that would enjoy you being around when all the girls are hanging out. I'm sure Joe could understand you wanting to have fun, seeing how depressed, bored, and socially deprived you are. In fact, i bet he wants you to fix

Re: A Little Advice?

[a_black_rose76]

I don't even know what to say to Sam. I can't just go up to her + start talking. She looks like she hates me!
I'm scared to try to hang out with people because I know I'll just end up pissing them off cos I want to hang out with Joe more than I'd want to them. I REALLY would like to hang out with the GIRLS!!!!! You guys should call me when you are hanging out. No one ever calls me. THe only reason I EVER hung out with anyone was because I just happened to be at SAm's house when people called.
Joe doesn't hang out with friends. ONly me. And Then sometimes ppl sleepover + just leave in the morning. + his band, only really at band practice though. But yeah.
I'm not trying to be mature by secluding myself..I'm just bad with ppl.

Re: A Little Advice?

[xexploitedconex]

Well, maybe you could start out with an apology, and explain to her, that you can't help but feel that Joe is the most important person in your life currently, but you still want to be friends with her, even though you can't put her first, i know you two hit a lot of rocky patches, but just not talking to eachother is kind of immature, seeing as how many years you've spent together! I know she can't always understand that you're in love, but TRY to see it from her point of view, the only reason she wants to spend so much time with you is because she loves you and cares about, and didn't want to lose you. Out of all the times you're sitting around NOT with Joe, you could hang out with Sam then or anyone else, I don't even know your number

Re: A Little Advice?

[a_black_rose76]

Wait, Apologize for what?? I didn't do anything! SHE is the one that was fucking saying shit behind my back

[sademogirl]

Yep, I am guilty. I tell you I miss you and care about you, but I do nothing about it. It doesn't mean I'm not telling the truth though. It's just hard when I go to college AND work 40 hours a week. I DOOOO get days off once in a while though. I'm sorry I suck at calling ppl. You and Sam need to make up though. Jessie and I made up :o)

[xtoxic_bubblesx]

'cause we're awsome.

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