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Eighteen finally.

This really has been the best summer so far. I have done so much. and I dont even regret any of the bad things. 
Chloe and ally have made my birthday amazing i love them.
Justin had a sweet party for me at the lakes, it was pretty amazing too.

sunday i think theres going to be a little get together at the park.
everyone is invited.
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I am going to be eighteen in eight days.

crazy.

but i am going to have like four birthday parties.

:)

celebrating big this yearrrrrr
ha,

summer is coming fast.

i cant wait.

Big changes.

we're having a falling out.
again.

this time its partly my fault,
and i am really not to upset about.

I am kind of hurt.
but I'll get over it.

I wanna make someone happy.

I feel i have it all. even though it doesnt seem like much now.

i have five dollars to my name,
A half of tank of gas,
A pocket full of secrets,
a broken heart,
a past full of good and bad  memories
and a bright future ahead.

I really hope something good is around the corner, I dont want to sit around and waste time and effort.

I have no chance.

after having the one of the weirdest weekends of my life. i have come to the conclusion of what i want and who i want to be.
We finally talked and finished business that was left unfinished for far to long. We closed doors that were left open. I am happy. I still care and i guess i always will. i love you, but im not in love with you. I feel ( Read more... )

today we were in my car, listening to vanessa carlton, singing on the top of our lungs ( Read more... )