MY JOURNAL IS (now) "FRIENDS" ONLY


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i'm doing crunches/sit ups ect because i feel/see all the muscle in my body turning into fat, and I'm done being a house rat that goes on daily walks and cooks/eats/cooks/eats, ect. I'll give it till next wednesday before I do any pushups (and i'll be in Mexico for that). I still have a bunch of swelling, which I think could last months (is that ( Read more... )

i miss heartwood for reals. i bet is smells let wet trees there right now....

I realize I'm not going to post when I'm angy at 3am. And, it is also a stupid idea to have put myself in the living situation I did. D_R_A_M_A!!! at least for me, i'm the angry one. The other ones get to be in love, and my girlfriend gets to "process" with me ( Read more... )

so much intense emotion ( Read more... )

but i don't really think so... my roomates do, and they took a picture while i was drinking the "chocolate pudding" drink I made (vegan)... it's really really good, thick, chocolate milk- like in europe....


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today I tried on ALL my clothes (and everything else I have). I'm downsizing for the next phase of my nomadic journey. Ashely didi too. I could almost cry at the joy I feel that my shirts fit the way they do. I LOVE my body. I had some fun and did a photoshoot w/ some of the outfits =)

( fun with vanity )

( my man chest!!!. )

i can't cook, but i can direct pretty good ( Read more... )

the beautiful thing about being in intense pain at 6am (10 of 10 on the scale), is that the sky was bright orange outide the window. I feel like my ribs are being crushed, and my back wants to crack, but I can't move too much or the surface pain on my chest gets too intense. the medication wares off every 2 hours, after taking an hour to kick in ( Read more... )