i'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
and i probably always will...
i can't afford to make another mistake like this,
cause this is more than I can take.
i don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device.
i'm sure this comes as no surprise.

wow, its been a long time since i last updated..tears. it feels weird to be typing again on my own computer. hmmm, well nothing very interesting has happened in the past few months i haven't been on. jaime, vanessa and liana have graduated and left me..the whole graduation ceremony wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be...it was worse! ( Read more... )

love is an addiction..and i'm addicted to you;D

well, i haven't updated in a while. there's lots of things i haven't done in a while.. :/ nothing really has been going on lately. i recently got glasses and got called four-eyes for the first time in my life..it was funny. lol i realized the other day that i love chris more than i ever have before. nothing will EVER change that. mwah! some stuff ( Read more... )

"Dear Jaime... Sincerely Me ( Read more... )

so just cut off the lights awhile ( Read more... )

And so let's be honest because I am through holding my breath as my lungs breathe for you ( Read more... )

this nail in my heart can only be removed by the hammer in your pocket..

i cross my heart and hope to die, stick every needle in these eyes. inject this air into my veins, if it would bring you back to me. i'd rip my heart out of my chest, paint your room a crimson mess. i'd do it all with no regrets if it would bring you back to me..

you know what i hate the most? [and not just recently have i started to hate this, but for some time now]..how friends can blow off other friends for boy/girlfriends. thats totally messed up! i mean, we're the ones that are there for you when something goes wrong with them. today was full of examples of this...i just really hate that. no further