(Untitled)

[a_curved_bone]

and whats your story?

edit: i'd like an answer

Comments

[fasterthan]

do you really want my story? it's kind of complex.

[a_curved_bone]

plain and simple: yes.

alright. i'll try to hit the major points here.

[fasterthan]

- ex-tomboy. scars all over my knees to prove it. i hate sports now.
- used to consistently make a 4.0 until i began attending saint joseph's academy and stopped enjoying school. i'm still in honors and AP classes but i make about a 3.5-3.7.
- my dad was a lawyer until he was diagnosed with MS. he retired a few years ago and has since been losing feeling in his limbs, but he handles it well.
- my sister and i are very close. we actually enjoy eachother's company. we've also both managed to be infected with the gay so that's great fun for my parents.
- i've dealt with rape far more times than anyone should have to. though i've never been a victim.
- i've been through the eating disorder, sexuality, and religion thing. done with all of it.
- i've been in a few relationship relationships, with which i don't work well. so i quit them

Re: alright. i'll try to hit the major points here.

[a_curved_bone]

darling thank you, that was amazing

this is the only way i know to tell it:

[ex_shameless625]

Re: this is the only way i know to tell it:

[a_curved_bone]

that makes me so happy that you responded witha photograph, is your answer the actual book or the word "survivor"

Re: this is the only way i know to tell it:

[ex_shameless625]

the word.

[inslowmotion]

shelved dreams.

[a_curved_bone]

anything else?

[inslowmotion]

that, and a lot of other things. I internalise things too much; I'm not good at sharing. I'm frustrated and angry most of the time (mostly at myself, I guess), and I feel like crying far too much. I wish I could somehow get things to happen the way I plan them to, even though I know (deep down, I guess) that they won't. I want to be so many things, but I just don't know where to start.

How about you?

[a_curved_bone]

i am happy i am in love i get to see my love everyday and it brings such joy to me. i work with plants in a greenhouse, sometimes or i just cashier......i buy too many plants and i try to take care of them. i drive home everyday listening to music and knowing i can feel strong arms around me. and when i am not trying to make the money for the bills, i am taking photographs....

[taintedsky]

my former self is a stranger ,
i am now generally content despite heartache, contempt, & perpetual fatigue, and
i will be leaving home in less than five months.

[a_curved_bone]

where will you be leaving home to?

[taintedsky]

victoria, just a ferry ride away, if things go as planned (and i hope they do !)

[quin_]

it's much too long and complex.

[a_curved_bone]

nothing is too long and complex,

[quin_]

innocence, loss, confusion, delusion, abuse, sex, drugs, love, emancipation and now

just trapped and alone.

[a_curved_bone]

(very quietly)

thank you