why do words make us feel like nothing? words can make us feel like we're smaller than a simple atom. who can we really trust out there? im glad i have my three or four very good friends. im so glad for them ( Read more... )

im so fucking sick i feel like shit and my voice sounds just like a man's.

i wish i can connect all the dots that led to our demise.
i'm a great liar.

i spend a lot of money, this is a bad bad bad habit ( Read more... )

i think im going to california for winter break in december, oh shit that would be so hot. and i think were going to disneyland there. yeah i dont think that would happen because theres so much more to see there instead of disneyland, but im pretty sure cali is coming up. id still rather go back to hawaii though. i went to the city today for the ( Read more... )

oh, what a night.
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its been weeks? since ive updated. so much has changed in such a small amount of time, in a matter of weeks everything can change. how much i was happier a few weeks ago, and now its back to square one. april has been such a weird month i dont enjoy it at all, except spring break next week and the taking back sunday show last thursday. it was ( Read more... )

no regrets right?
well this is one regret i'll always regret

AND.
i really hate being ignored. fucking asshole.

Junior prom was a disaster, i hated every minute of it ( Read more... )

i went to the city today and saw fordham. i felt at home. its so nice. then i went to rutherford high's equivalent to a talent show, which is snazzily called popcert. tomorrow is junior prom and im kind of excited, a tad.

uhhhhh get this, i came back from being away and i had 41 messages left and THEY ALL GOT ERASED BEFORE I CAN EVEN READ THEM ( Read more... )