things have made a 360 degree turn this past week, it went from wow this is amazing to holy shit what just happened. its alright though everytime things end abruptly like they always do it just makes me wiser and i learn so much more. it just teaches me to stop letting my guard down because it always ends up like shit. i've been working this past ( Read more... )

you know that empty feeling inside, well it's back, and it's not good ( Read more... )

im leaving tomorrow morning for camping. sweeet stuff.
i hope i dont get bug bites.
i probably won't have signal, im pretty sure of this, but hopefully ill find some. im seriously going to go crazy.

bitches lie.
talk shit.
then hang out
with them
again.
&again.

and really, phillster is awesome, fo sho.
i leave sunday morning for one week.

if harmon gives me a drug test, hahaha i'm fucked.

i have a cold, who gets colds in the middle of July? wtf? its horrible especially when i look down all this nice runny snot starts pouring out of my nose, mmm i love <3 ( Read more... )

it's official, tomorrow the three people that hold me together are all gone.
I MISS YOU CAIT,COLLEEN&CYNTHIA.
UGH.

moonlight sonata makes me really depressed, i wish i knew bethoven personally, even though he wouldn't be able to hear or see me. so i went down the shore and i got pretty tan, thats always good, and yeah i may go back this saturday, then im down there again for a week or so next week then camping in the poconos =). i dont know how im going to ( Read more... )

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME ( Read more... )

when i drive i want someone to accompany me in the passenger seat next to me.
preferably someone i used to talk to.
i miss them
alot.

bye