Jon moved to K.C. at the end of October and his absence has been challenging for me. There are songs on the radio that spark images of us in my mind, it seems like every conversation i'm in triggers a memory of him, and even in the present I often find myself wishing he were still in New Orleans with me. I just knew our relationship wasn't right. I ( Read more... )

I didn’t go to South Carolina, it just didn’t feel right. Something in my soul told me not to. It’s been a little over a month, but I think looking back now, I regret at least not going for an interview ( Read more... )

I guess I should preface by saying I haven’t written in my journal in forever. Stating the obvious, I’d like to rewind a bit and record bits and pieces of my life that I feel have been important to my growth as a person in the past few years ( Read more... )

Once again, it's been forever ( Read more... )

“I thought we were a real love relationship. I did. I was very invested in love, but it was just this long long sex thing that could end at any moment because after all, it's just about getting off. Almost all the time, you tell yourself you're loving somebody when you're just using them. This only looks like love ( Read more... )

I can't upload a fucking user pic!

Tonight just wasn't a good night at all.
...I have someone who I hold very dear to me, hatting my guts
...Friend got wasted and threw up all over my couch and carpet
...I lost my college I.D. which is freakin great
...I hate all males in general right now
...I can't sleep at all

I was initiated into Delta Zeta on May 12, 2007 ( Read more... )

So I've been doing the whole sorority thing and I have to admit, I'm pretty happy with my decision concerning joining. I've met so many people and the parties are fucking outrageous! My initiation is May 4 (our UNO chapter founding day) and I'm pretty excited about it. And i'm also stoked about recruitment. My personal goal is to rush three girls, ( Read more... )

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Updates
...i'm single since forever
...joined a sorority (Delta Zeta)
...fell in love with the entire UNO baseball team
...have a strange appreciation for Tuckers
...can't express how much i still love soccer and the foreign men that play it

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