ok so i do hope/believe that obama is secretly a pretty radical (at least in the context of our electoral politics) person.  and that he is toting the line & even lying until he gets in the white house, at which point he will at least try to implement some fundamentally different, socially just, leftist, internationally-friendly policies.

but apart ( Read more... )

i want to cut my hair but...
it is going to be $45...which if ima spend i would rather spend on clothes or shoes.  especially since i bought new hairstyling tools.  having long hair is starting to really get on my fucking nerves but...i usually cut my hair myself anyway, this time doesn't have to be different.  yeah...i think i'm just gonna do it ( Read more... )

the rest of today i will ( Read more... )

i feel so sad/wack.  i need to crack open that wine bottle.  i'm seriously about to cry.  i feel so much tension.  i guess i have problems dealing with reality.  no, i know i do.  i should not have taken this puppy...i'm SO tempted to take it to the humane society but then i'm like ice...it's only been a day...i used to be so uncaring and be like " ( Read more... )

wow.  the lack of sleep i've had is amazing.  yet i function.  i am regretting this puppy ( Read more... )

jesus is not going to save us...God is not going to save us, obama is not going to save us...

i wonder if i'm the descendant of nomadic peoples and my soul is just trying to relive its ancestry blessing me with the destiny to wander about wondering about why i can never sit still in my own skin if i've been walking the same earth for too long, inhaling the same air, seeing the same horizon at the edges of my vision ( Read more... )

[this is a really bad pic, btw]

it looks like this, more or less


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insert "woe is me" post here.

i'm beginning to feel alienated from light-skinned black people, especially females.  so often when female black beauty is being described, discussed and displayed (lol michael eric dyson moment), it's light-skinned black women. with features that, if i had to classify, are more european than african or anything else, with hair that is straight to ( Read more... )