I constantly feel like I'm at war with myself. There is always a battle going on in my head. All I want out of life right now is to just be happy. I try to be. I forgive people so I don't have the weight of anger. I foget when people hurt me so we can move on. Then what happens? People walk all over me. And I don't get mad at them, I get mad at myself.
If you ever figure that one out let me know. Seriously, is there a happy medium? I certainly can't find it.
sam i would love to be able to tell you whatever it is that would perfectly fix ur situation, but all i can tell you is, never let people walk over you, don't be a bridge be a railing, be there to lean on every once in a while, but not to walk on. and if he decided that 15 mins was worth ur relationship, xspeacialy when u were in the same house as he was, fuck him. hes not worth ur time, being drunk isn't an excuse, its something people say to try to make them feel better about there decisions.
Guys suck! You are a really great person. And you don't deserve to be treated like that! I hope that in time, you will find someone who will respect you and treat you well. Someone who you don't have to find bail for and that won't ruin your prom. One day he will come, with love and devotion to a beautiful caring person. Unfortunatly, this 'boy' is on a devistating path that no one can fix but him. And he threw away the best thing that could have possibly happened to him. I am really sorry to hear that someone with great determination and poise such as your self has to experience this. But it gets better... I promise!
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There is always a battle going on in my head.
All I want out of life right now is to just be happy.
I try to be.
I forgive people so I don't have the weight of anger.
I foget when people hurt me so we can move on.
Then what happens?
People walk all over me.
And I don't get mad at them, I get mad at myself.
If you ever figure that one out let me know. Seriously, is there a happy medium? I certainly can't find it.
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i encourage it as a representative of the male team
you owe it to yourself
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couldn't it be a boi from back home?
;)
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He possibly got it from that one person that night. Or on some other date.
Check your genitals, SCABIES are sort of like lice.
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So at least I got that going for me.
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