Im back.....on livejournal, im sitting here and wondering whether im really so bored as to pick up something i havent kept up with for a year. Im pickin up my tux for prom in an hour. I guess the best thing to do would be to sum up the past year ( Read more... )

people dont listen to a fucking word you say to them anymore...i swear if it dosent involve them in some way they just loose intrest and nobody fucking cares....baisaclly im tired of there shit. some people i thought cared for me obviously dont and i see no reason to care from here on out. well thats my rant....now its vodka time again...try to ( Read more... )

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keh, if i dont matter, i dont matter, if people dont like me then they dont like me, i dont care. people can fuck themselves

Layer one- Basics ( Read more... )

well then, another good weekend under my belt, especially saturday....why you ask? because its the first time i went up to edison and what a trip it was. we got lost for awhile, but it was so worth it when i finally got to lauren-sempai's house, there all so awesome over there and i love them all to death. Whats weird is laurens uncle told me i ( Read more... )

5 more days.....going to jersey in 5 days...oh how much fun that will be, i dont think ive been this excited about something in a while, i havent seen mars-sama, or lauren-sempai in almost 2 years and now im going to see them, and im quite content now, all i have to do is stay alive for 5 days....which given the current circumstances might be ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

I think ive finally done it, i was trying to figure out whether in my life it would be possible to hit bottom, and i think im getting pretty close although im not gonna say why. Seeing a certain special person to me today certainly helped my day, but other than that hell cant do much worse....strangly i feel nothing, not even the gentle burn that ( Read more... )

ok, i havent posted in a while.....whoo, but now i am so everyone can be happy again ( Read more... )