something inside of me keeps on hurting...what can i do to make it stop ( Read more... )

I WANA SMOKE SOME SHIT!!!!
I DONT CARE WHAT...MALBORO, PASTO..FUCK, AS LONG AS IT CALMS MY MIND, I DONT CARE

THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WRONG W/ ME,
TIME KEEPS PASSING BY LIKE CRAZY, AND NOTHING IMPROVES
YEAH..I GAVE UP..I DONT CARE ANYMORE...
..I REALLY JUST DONT WANA ANALYSE ISSUES ANYMORE,
FUCK THIS,
IM INVISIBLE ANYWAYS...

WISH THINGS COULD CHANGE
WISH I HAD FRIENDS LIKE BEFORE
WISH I HAD FUN
WISH I WAS HAPPY
I WISH FO SO MANY THINGS

i feel like crap...i wana get away from life ( Read more... )

You scored as Eating Disorders. Congratulations! You have an eating disorder! You know what it's like to have "fat" eyelids and that there's exactly 58 calories in one medium-sized green apple. Western society has discarded your well-being for sickly, paper-thin models and celebrities; welcome to the club, sister.

Eating Disorders
92%
Unipolar ( Read more... )

there is a party in my house, and im here laying in my room crying, pretending im sick, cuz i feel too nasty to go out and have a good time w/ all my friends...

i will probably neva know what its like not to be a day without crying ( Read more... )

i gost to piiii!!!!
but w.e..im in the computer room at school, and i dont feel like standing up and walking all the way to the bathroom, then pull up my skirt, do pipi, and walk out, wash my hands, walk back into the room, and think of what should i write on my journal... besides...i can always go late to my next class....
dah dah....

I feel Like caca ( Read more... )

i have no idea how this live journal thing works...
if some1 sees this post, can you help me here..?