what do you do if you're in a relationship with someone who doesn't understand you?
someone who hasn't walked the path you're on, who knows of but doesn't know the layers?
what if their ability to feel is so shut off that it's almost impossible to feel connected to them
because all you've ever known is your ability to be emotionally open, whether ( Read more... )

I haven't really got any other food to eat, or money to buy more food with. My heart is beating a million miles a minute... so many things to accomplish, so many tasks to tackle. My life has been undergoing major surgery within the last year and a half, I'm sure any of you who read this have noticed. I'm in the process now of saying goodbye to the ( Read more... )

that's half the reason I write what I do here, instead of other places.

When you envision your life as a child, there's the possibility of anything. You don't think of the pain, you don't think of the strife or the insecurities you'll face 10, 20, 30 years down the road. As you grow older that's all you can think about. It's no longer about what ( Read more... )

My vision isn't quite 20/20, but you're the only thing that's focused in my view.

There's this feeling under my skin, it tingles when you're near. My cardiovascular organ beats faster whenever you're around, but your touch calms me down. I don't have to question the way I feel, but I know I have to hold it in. I just don't know how to slow down, ( Read more... )

to trespass into an open house, please do so.
you will not regret it.

i promise.

You didn't steal every emotion that I've ever felt.

...He's the proof.

regardless of how high you get lifted up,
it's inevitable that you will be lowered back down.

i am overwhelmed.
and if i can be honest anywhere,
i'll be honest here.

i've spent most of the latter half of this night
curled up on the floor, crying.

so much for a saturday. right?

'cause i'm falling, fast ( Read more... )

'cause he says he loves the way i sound.

There is so much on the tip of my tongue.
Ready, steady, standing on the cliff of my lips,
begging to jump of that ledge, into the air.

When waiting is filled and the moment is perfect.