I hate the way I feel, like I'm trapped inside my own body. My blood boils at the thought of all that is falling apart around me and there's nothing I can do. I am but one person with no resources. I am nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

i thought my biggest fear in this whole world ( Read more... )

please don't move.
sleep through you're alarm.
miss your plane.
the west coast will just ruin you.
turn your beautiful eyes to a dingy shade of blue,
bruise your wit until it's nothing more than a doormat.

don't go.
please.

because as much as it petrifies me,
i really want to try out "falling in love"

with you.

you're the whirlwind ( Read more... )

All I want in this life is love and love alone. Money can be squandered, family members die. But love? That love. No matter what kind, carries with you for your entire life ( Read more... )

on the linen line between
your dirty laundry & mine

I don't want this anymore. 
I deserve to be happy.
To chase my dreams.
I miss the girl I once was.
The one who loved to sing, dance & have fun.
The one who smiled as if the sun
could burn out at any second and she'd have to fill in.
Who had a heart too big for her own chest.
I miss when I didn't second ( Read more... )

I'll drive around this town tonight.
Up and down it's hills till I forget
the way your face looks from the right side.

I would've done anything, I said.
I would've stayed for you, instead I just had to come back.
A year ago, I would've given up what I had.
Now I'd give anything to turn around.
Compass due north.

Leaves don't fall in Florida
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tug of war between my head and my heart.
if i could express how badly the contradiction tears me a part,
you'd each have a tiny piece of me to carry in your pocket.

i promise, this time.
i am done. one hundred & ten percent.

there are a million things about me ( Read more... )

never really end up in the right. i hope the whispers you spread behind the back of those that you once called your friends, resonate so loudly in your ears at night that they keep you awake because no one like you deserves to sleep soundly.

keep that head held high though 'cause the only view of heaven you're going to get is from the ground.