a very clever and subtle way of saying watch out something bad might happen. thats kind of how i feel lately, like i should be walking on eggshells for people only because i havent seen them in a while.i dot not enjoy doing this at all as anyone whos actually going to spend time scanning this at best should know i pretty much let my mouth fly open ( Read more... )

didnt think this thing would still be going on-apparently im wrong.
in nashua for 16 days. i want to see everyone i know again if only for a minute.
justin has told me some disheartening news.
see me. im here.
ben if youre not talking to me too im going to be fucking pissed off as all hell. we need to talk bad. im serious buddy boy.

i was on mtv today ha im in a jobcore commercial for like a second still cool though i guess. i get drunk way too much. miss you guys.
tis all.

as long as i dont think about all of you people that i love so much my life is ok. im sorry i havent called really anyone but i calledben and felt like absolute shit for the rest of the weekend. i miss you all more than i could say.this was a bad choice.im already starting to feel shitty writing this. ben alex justin erik chris dino i love you ( Read more... )

well im in maine and it sucks a whole lot-bens the only one who knows just how much-but he wasnt 5 hours away from all of his friends. maine is a shitty shitty state and i hate being here a lot. food is so shitty. even the drug tests are shitty at jobcorps cause i should have failed. waited two and a half hours in the wellness center today for a ( Read more... )

this was totally a sweet sendoff weekend. got to hang out with miss-a-liss whom i never see all weekend shes a gem. rocked beirut while sober then got canned while drunk-usually the other way around. watched mad curb. got tons of loot. saw little sister and yes shes still the cutest thing on the planet. had a sweeeeeet drunkfest at my house last ( Read more... )

im going to bangor maine on tuesday to discover the wonderful world of disney. its going to be the longest time ive spent out of new hampshire ever. its weird. goodbye livejournal i probably wont see you again, its been a good waste of 5 years or so-wow we are all so lame.
so yeah, peace out.

im just sitting here i smoked my cigarette probably way past the filter and listening to music and being very very happy that i have music because you know music is sweet and i was just think hey why not update the ole livejournal thingy dingy and i just type word after word just to type em and stuff and and and and and watching football with bens ( Read more... )

i love you ipod.

this christmas was the best ever all courtesy of my mom.

which is weird

but gibson sg and a 5k song ipod are saweeeet.

i cant waaaait to rip a new asshole in this thing.