When she walks away from you mad ( Read more... )

"Just remember, even though you didn't open up to me, I thought you were such an amazing girl. I saw through the huge wall you put up...just a lil. And it was enough for me to realize what I lost. But that's life. And you're still a great person. Please don't be afriad to show your feeling. I hope you decide to keep someone close someday ( Read more... )

I have never felt so alone standing around tons of people. I am sick of the drama and I am sick of everything. I drove around last night for hours just thinking. It feels like there is so much to think about, but the truth is, I guess I already know the answers. I'm just not much a fan of the truth. I'm starting my New Year's Resolution, healthy ( Read more... )

What an eventful month this has been. I still have my bubble around me and no one ever really gets passed that. But its only bc without my bubble you can hurt me. So why did I let you in my bubble? The thing is I feel like I should feel hurt but I'm so happy. They always say opposites attract but they never really last. I always wondered what is ( Read more... )

just a few days till my 21st birthday and i have barely any good friends to celebrate with. im so sick of fake people. all you fake pieces of shit are cut off....

Love is such a ridiculous thing. Maybe not ridiculous, just so complicated. I could sit for hours and just wonder. Is love supposed to be easy and follow some fate kind of deal and just come to you. Or is it the kind of feeling you have to work for, the one that causes pain and tears but the end is the most amazing thing you could feel. Is that the ( Read more... )

i feel a bit rough around the edges. as if there are parts of me that have just been cut out. molded. shaped. but with scissors that are just a bit warped. a little bend to the left. and now i just hang a little crooked. nothing seems to fit around me. i am more comfortable naked and wrapped in a blanket. i feel that too much of me is opening up to ( Read more... )

Do you know if you were my livejournal friend, you could read my journal. You could know my deepest darkest secrets. You can learn the inner workings of my brain. But no one really reads this, so its just a venting source haha. I love the internet.

I am so happy!!! So Sean and I are finally official!! YAY! I have been waiting for so long for this. He finally came home from the Air Force and now he's all mine. Yeah, be jealous!! ha ha ( Read more... )

i sit.
i ponder.
i'm impatient.

all at once i figure it out.

i am not afraid of love.

i am in love.

i've never been put in a love thats real.
now here i am.
i can barely breathe.

i just want to lay with you forever<3

but how would that work? just come home to me....