Back home, and all I can find to reignite some energy into my life is black coffee and techno music.  It's much to dull here.  I've often had a broad sense of he word home and once again I find myself embracing the idea that home is not here nor there, home is wherever I feel comfortable, content, and happy for the time being.  By definition then, ( Read more... )

    I ditched my last entry in here because to be honest with myself and all your readers, my last entry did my adventure in Greece absolutely no justice.  Upon discovering this I realized that not much I can write in words can fully describe the importance that trip had on my life  I went to Greece with an open mind.  I didn't know what to expect ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here on the eve before my departure for Greece.  It hasn't hit me yet.  Going abroad, the pinnacle moment I've been wait for all year long is finally here.  Tomorrow afternoon I leave for Greece.  Once again I will be reminded of how the life of an international citizen entices me.  Stepping into this alternate dream reality of travel ( Read more... )

Just a thought, 2008 will be a big a year, just a thought.

I don't like labeling years of my life as "bad".  Labeling them as good years comes much more naturally to me.  The problem is through all the crap that happened something positive was brought to life.  Also amidst all the miserable times there were also some really good times.  Times like ( Read more... )

I feel sick. I can't breath.  My chest feels heavy like I'm about to collapse at any moment, and my head aches.  It's not a cold though. I'm not suffering from some virus or unseen bacteria in my system.  I don't know how I function. Actually I haven't been functioning properly lately.  I feel so indescribably full of anxiety.  Around the holidays ( Read more... )

If you look back far enough on this journal Till about ... oh gosh 3 years ago you'd find an entry about there being a drug search in school.  I'm quite ashamed to say that Lynnfield Public School's has upheld its fabulously tainted record of having a drug and alcohol "problem".  The day started out pretty ordinary.  The unspoken dissapointment ( Read more... )

I felt it slightly necessary to comment on the wonderful field trip we all went on this Wednesday.  Antigone play at Salem State. Sounds innocent enough correct? It would really only take a bunch of idiots similar to many of the ones found in my grade to completely kill it.  Play wasn't half bad in my opinion, after reading the play which ( Read more... )

I wanna discuss the two greatest compliments I've received in a while ( Read more... )

The other day was my birthday. The big 1-6. I'm old. I guess it's cool. I wish I had time to fully comprehend it and think about it. I mean this time 16 years ago I was a tiny little baby.  It's just unreal to think that way.  I  try to step out of my skin and think about it but I don't know why deep thought like that hasn't been working for me ( Read more... )

Hello. Remember Me ( Read more... )