i hate sundays.
but i love today.
it's raining...and i can hear it pounding down on my windows
i LOVE that sound.

hokay so...we get there...we hike 4 miles to our first camp site...set up tents etc, so the girls had to make chilie and we couldnt get the fuckin water to boil so we had to eat it like hard and crunchy (we all got sick), next morning the leader tells us we are goin on a 4 mile round trip DAY HIKE to these falls that WERENT EVEN FALLS and he ( Read more... )

i am finally content.

hanks happy ( Read more... )

Slow down you crazy child ( Read more... )

not to worry not to worry not to worry! my mums ok! for this next month, until she has to go back, i am going to make it a wonderful month. and i am very very happy she's good and thank you all for being supportive ( Read more... )

so..today i woke up at like 11 cuz we didn't have school. then my mom offered to take me to jamba juice because we never see eachother anymore...and that was the best part of my day ( Read more... )

i hate school.
i hate angry stepfathers.
i hate loved ones having to be sick.
i hate insecure, ignorant people.
i hate being sad.

i love the rain.

i talked to hank today...and he told me out of purity, that i changed him. he told me that i changed his life that night, and made him a better person. he told me that he wants me to know how much good i do for people. and thats really all i needed. no matter how empty i may be, i just wanted to know i'm making some sort of impact, not even if it ( Read more... )

"I've been mad for fucking years, absolutely years, been ( Read more... )