america is now 230 years old. which begs the question, what other things are 230 years old? and then i stopped caring and i realized lots of things i thought mattered to me in life are pointless ( Read more... )

so i started interning for dc comics several days ago. fun stuff. but not what i wanna do with myself in the future. i've thought about transfering from purchase and about where i might go. but all i know is i don't want to stay here right now. my parents keep wanting more from me and i keep wanting to give up everything i'm doing while i'm ( Read more... )

well, i'm back home from sleepy hollow for the rest of the summer it seems. i never realized just how much i really have to do in a 24 hour day. i guess it's alright, it just seems really lonely here at the moment. i've spent only a couple hours at home, the anxiety always gets me ( Read more... )

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so, the new semester begins tomrrow with culture and society in the west, part 2. my adventures throughout western europe have only begun. i hope to see an italian kid and one of those scumbag persians so i can egg him. i also hope the new semester will bring lots of fun to our little area of sleepy hollow. today the lights went out and i'm ( Read more... )

i'm very much running on empty for the last few days. it's been stellar. and i'm glad things didn't specifically work with her the way it was planned. it actually makes this seem all like child's play. but i would like to break this cal ripken streak and run on negative but have the best sleep ever. three years. it's frightening in retrospect ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure if jesus was around today he would be a crazy homeless guy. when you think about it, back in the day of jesus, any crazy homeless guy could be considered the messiah. mohammed was probably nuts too. anyone who says they saw god is out of their goddamn mind. or maybe jesus saw the vortex? or the white wizard? is the white ( Read more... )

i'll fight through this, i'm sure, i always do. it just seems so helpless right now, well i do. no matter what you tell yourself i guess, your mind is always truly made up. it's pretty glaring in my actions this past year. my defiance is admirable to some, to me, it'll probably be the end of me, but it'll be fun while it lasts. i sincerely don ( Read more... )

well today i finally got fired. and my list of people to spite later on in my life grows as my shady manager couldn't even tell me in person that i was fired the week before christmas. wow. it's almost ridiculous to think about how things got handled. how i was one of the best framers in the district and i get fired for something that is out of ( Read more... )

we went to ithaca this weekend. it was good times. the guys played some new songs and adam did pretty well. it was nice seeing ted and so many other people. it's nice to be back home though ( Read more... )