i went on a date with a co-worker tonight at the restaurant my roommate works at.

at the end of the date, he asked me to set him up with my roommate. 

first off, i should mention that james palmer was in a head-on collision earlier this evening. he is surprisingly well, a cut on the head and bruises that will hurt like hell tomorrow, but he is walking and otherwise unscathed thank heavens. his car, however, has passed from this life...
but i had a really wonderful talk with an old friend today and ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to wonder if the universe bestowed feminism on me as a joke. cuz i have to admit, most of the time it sucks. this is one of those times. i need a hottub and a pint of chocolate. not ice cream, just chocolate. yes, i think that sounds good. oh genie...

you didn't pick up the phone when i called. i guess i could have guessed you wouldn't. i can already hear you on the other end of the line in our next conversation: you know i have to get up early, i had to get some sleep. and i'll utter some form of sarcastic "uh huh" and you'll ignore it the same way you selectively ignore me. i wanted you to ( Read more... )

i read the message that he left and the knot from the pit of my stomach chokes me in my throat. it's always amazing to me how feelings aren't real unless you feel them yourself. watch a million people die from hunger and disease, and keep on eating those crunchy cheetos on your nice brown sofa. but when you stub your toe on the cement walking to ( Read more... )

what the fuck got put into the water up here? i found out today that a guy i know and associate with on a semi-personal basis beat the shit out of his (now ex) girlfriend for breaking up with him. are you serious?!?! this is officially BULLSHIT and i am PISSED ( Read more... )

hostility is not cool.

wow, a lot of changes since i last updated. most recently the fucking hurricane that wiped out the city i was destined for after graduation in december which held the lives of innumerable people and more personally, some very dear friends and family of mine. sticking with traditional college lifestyle, my roommate and i do not subscribe to the ( Read more... )

so to update ( Read more... )

why am i so bummed? i have agonized over this decision for a really long time, and every time it comes down to it i wimp out. what the fuck? why can't i just do it? i'm scared, i know that's why but its also bullshit. after everything that's happened and everything i've been through i deserve to make this decision and be happy and move on. so why ( Read more... )