You're leaving. You're moving on with your life. You'll be graduating and heading off to grad school. I'm really happy for you. I know this is what you want and you deserve it... but I love you. I need you here with me. We've found comfort in each other and this is what we want. This is what love is. I have no right to ask you to stay here, ( Read more... )

I have a poet's soul and a lover's heart. You have a sense of reason and a glowing warmth radiating from deep inside. I don't think I'll ever find anyone else. As a matter of fact, I don't want anyone else. We are symmetrical. If we cut ourselves in half and swap pieces with each other, we maintain a powerful sense of equilibrium. You are my ( Read more... )

I've had a lot to drink tonight, but apparently that's not reflective in my spelling. I don't know why, it just is. Christine, I miss you so much that every morning I wake up and you aren't there, I ache inside. I need you in my life more than anything and I'm scared to say that. I am scared shitless to admit that one single woman could mean so ( Read more... )

so christmas was alright. I mainly got a bunch of clothes, which is fine with me. My bro did buy me a new mouse though, which rocks. Nothing really to say right now though. New Year's eve is tomorrow and I don't have any plans yet. I'll probably end up down town or something. Well, this song is dedicated to you, Jenny, because I know you ( Read more... )

work has been pretty bad lately. Saturday was crazy, tonight, was crazy, it's just so much crap. The part that bothers me is I keep falling really behind with the dishes. Every time I go into work, Josh has me bounce around the damn kitchen so much I can't really stay in one place and get things really done. Tonight, for instance. I came in ( Read more... )

I find myself missing you more and more with each agonizing tick of the clock. Seconds stretch to minutes, minutes slide into hours, hours are now turning into days. I'm sitting on pins and needles until I can see you next week. I can't take my mind off of you and I find myself struggling to make it thru the days. I'm on this sinking ship and ( Read more... )

I got my answer to my appeal. My department chair, advisor, and dean of the liberal arts school approved my decision. The associate vice president of academic affairs, on the other hand, did not. The dean of liberal arts even wrote a short paragraph backing up my arguement, saying that I did everything I was supposed to do to withdraw from the ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say right now... I've got so much shit to do and so little time to do it. I'm on pins and needles and my body's going numb from them. I just wanna survive for a week and a half, that's all. It's looking pretty bad right now.

so things are dwindling down this semester. Finals and projects are overloading my notebook (along with scraps of paper with obscure thoughts and unfinished poetry). I keep finding myself digging deeper and deeper into financial hell and I'm fighting tooth and nail to jump off this sinking ship. But, you know, you can only do so much with your ( Read more... )

so work tonight was pretty hectic. At least I somehow made it out alive, I guess that's all that matters. I was a little grouchy after work though, and I think I might have put other people in a bad mood too. I hope not, but if I did I'll just ask them and apologize for it. I keep feeling like I'm doing the wrong things unintentionally, like a ( Read more... )