Today I have chosen to cave a complete emotional breakdown within myself. I'm definitely not full of myself, but I don't think it would be too conceited to say that I have potential. As far as college is concerned, I know the text. I listen to lectures well and take decent notes. I believe deep inside me, I have the makings of a 4.0 student. I ( Read more... )

It has been quite some time since my last entry.. I'd imagine that nobody comes here anymore. In hope however that at least a few friends may still pass this way occaisionally, I will once again begin posting entries.
**UPDATE OF LAST ENTRY** I never had anything published. Hell, i never wrote the first page. I guess I lost my motivation ( Read more... )

With a slight smirk of pure joy along side a mass of silent curses, I quit my job a Louisville Forge. ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC. In truth, i rather liked that job. The heat didnt bother me. The filth didnt bother me. If i was to point a finger at what it REALLY was that made me leave the Forge, i would have to say that it was THE FUCKING 62 ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while, idk if anyone even checks this anymore, but here we go...
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Boredom's constant gaze in my direction finally prompted me to pack my bags and head to lexington. Too many bad memories and a set reputation that im not all together proud of. The infinite depression that was my life in paintsville revealed the short ( Read more... )

Well, to be completely honest, I'm not REALLY bankrupt. Hell, I'm not even in debt.. but this does not change the fact that I'm COMPLETELY broke. Yay! I have always taken some pride in my lack of material obsession, but even the non-materialistic need to eat. And take my word when i tell you, i have learned today that "broke" WILL NOT buy food ( Read more... )

In this place, (Paintsville,KY) inspiration is about as rare as that winning lottery ticket that i haven't bought yet. However, a few month's ago, by some unprecedented act of god, i was inspired to begin writing a tragedy. Perhaps as a foreshadowing of my life to come, or an expression of a past life. Whatever the purpose, here it is.. *quick ( Read more... )

The piercing light of the afternoon's clouded sunlight, first stabbed my eyes as i woke to an overwhelming pounding on my bedroom window. With the distinct expression of a cow staring at an oncoming train, I arose to investigate. Apparently, one of my friends decided to grace me with his loud and determined presence, and when he was unable to ( Read more... )

As days pass, my overwhelming lack of currency is building a great wall of depression in my life.. Separating me from any degree of true happiness that which i might otherwise accomplish. In an attempt to pave a road to quick cash, I passed a test to obtain an "Inexperienced Surface Miner's Card." Use the card, get a job, BAM! cash. However, a ( Read more... )