i feel like this stupid girl
who falls for someone she doesn't even know
gets wrapped up in a memory
and doesn't know how to let go

(ps yea i wrote this its not a quote lol)

i dunno how else to say it... 
i am stupid. 
i met this guy 
and i acted out of character
and i don't regret it
and it was FOREVER ago
but stupid me now we talk ALL THE TIME
and now he's ( Read more... )

this week is gonna be crazy i have soooooooooooooo much to do and next week isn't going to be much better
mon-COSTCO with my daddy and then work 3-close
tuesday- spending the day out in walled lake with AMAZING cousin Jason
wednesday-babysitting from 8-about 530
thursday/friday- i am pretty sure i work both days
saturday-4 yes i said 4 grad parties lol ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of classes
intermediate algebra @ 8 
and english 101 @ 10
its official that i will fail math but eh that was pretty much already a given
and my english teacher is a pretty cool guy :)

after classes i went to the bookstore to get my gov't book and ended up with a ticket... long story 
:(
then came home did homework 
worked @ ( Read more... )

looking back at 2006 some pretty crappy things happened
my parents finalized their divorce
i had to move... again
i had to skip a semester of school
i lost 2 pets
my brother moved away
i stayed single :( lol j/k

but so many other AMAZING things happened
PROM
graduation
passed an MA certification test
mcparty boy ;)
i'm closer to my bestie
and soooooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

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Christmas was CRAZY!
i love my big family but really splitting my holiday 3 ways makes me exhausted :)

Christmas Eve
I went to the Lion's game with my sister Kourtney, my mom, and Ron. We had AMAZING SEATS. We were right behind the endzone the FIRST row. Yepp it was us and then the feild. Now, i'm not a professional football fan or even a Lion's ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever partly because of lack of time and partly because i forget and honestly partly because i don't care lol
ANYWHO...

It's almost freakin Christmas and its raining! Yepp raining that was not a typo... the date is December 23, 2006 and all we've had the past like week plus is rain... give a whole new meaning to the phrase " ( Read more... )

SO...
Wednesday was so much fun! I swear i love Noel.
We went to dinner and he would NOT let me pay for my part...
He ALWAYS opens the door for me...
He bought roasted almonds to share...
He put his arm around me as we walked back to the car...
He keeps away the homeless guys...
He is such a gentleman, seriously!
We always have so much fun together.
So yea ( Read more... )

I guess life is full of disallusionments
Whatever...

First day of classes today finally...
Algebra: Hmm well let's just say i think i'mi n the wrong class...
and
Anatomy & Physioloy: I think i know more than my teacher (she can't say anything right and if she does pronounce it write she gives use the wrong information to go with it) dissappointing ( Read more... )

So yea...
School starts TUESDAY!!!
I cannot wait its like FINALLY here!!!!
Grey's Anatomy on Thrusday never disappoints!

Friday was the Harvest Party
It was soo cold/rainy lol but i stuck it out
Hung out with Noel, Dan, my brother Jeff, Jordan, and Becky
There were like no girls there partly because most of them are away at school and 
partly because they ( Read more... )

Why does it always happen to me?
Its why i DON'T trust people.
Why i don't let them in
I should have known better.
Stupid me...