happiness isnt a possibility for me. -tears-

[a_n_k]

just got told by an ex that he couldn't even begin to summarize
HALF the flaws i have, because the i.m. box isn't big enough.
i feel worthless.
again.
as usual.
i'm sick of fucking crying.
over assholes!
is it so damn bad that i want to be fucking happy?
ive only experienced it once.
a long, long time ago.
and it's become quite apparant by now that it's

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[the_lizard_rat]

*clicks latest posts in LJ and finds yours*

Hoo boy do I know THAT feeling. It's happened so many times to me I find it hard to relate to people anymore. I haven't even gone out in the last 3 years, how lame is that...

My sympathies, either way, because I can relate.

Lizard Rat out.
Knowing the feeling too well in Albany NY

[curi0uslystr0ng]

it's really sad that the only way a person can make themselves feel better is to make others feel like trash. know that you're worth more than that, and you deserve someone who can give you respect.

[dizz05]

sorry to hear you're hurting again. let me know of anything i can do to help.

[wereradletshug]

apparently not being online for two days
makes you miss ALOT
eeks
whoever this a-hole is
tell me where to find him
and i'll beat him up
hope you are feeling better
<3 emuhleigh

[a_n_k]

i know.
i've been feeling
down a lot lately
and realizing last night
that i'm going to be discluded
from outings because you guys have
BOYFRIENDS is depressing beyond all belief.
i know it's not YOUR fault, so please don't take
it that way, but i really want someone to love like
you and air have found.
but for now, i'm not going to be selfish and i'm going
to focus on being happy that you two are finally complete
and in love. that makes my heart flutter!
i love you both. and your boys too.
thanks for caring so much, em.
it's good to know there's still good people out in this world.
and thanks for the ability to call you.
little mermaid style! -whoop whoop-
you're loved.
<3 amburh.