i've never felt more alone.
zach just dumped me. well, rather told me he never wanted to talk to me again.
please don't ask why or for the story, because it's far too complicated and confusing
for me to even begin to explain to you. and frankly, if i had the answers of WHY myself,
then maybe i wouldn't be crying so hard right now.
i just lost my ( Read more... )

life has had it's fair shares of ups and downs for me lately.
i've had many good times.
and quite a few bad.
as of now, i don't know where zach and i stand in our relationship.
it's a long story and i'm not going to lie, I'M SCARED TO DEATH HE'S GOING
TO LEAVE ME SOON.
but one good thing is that i started my nanny job, and i love these kids to ( Read more... )

( broken hearted once again )

If I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see me ever again ( Read more... )

( not so happy endings )

as said to emuhleigh, cuz' i'm too lazy to re-type.


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AMBER SHORES IS NOW LEGAL!!
yay.
happy 18th birthday to me.
will post later with pictures from my day.
grandma's baking me a strawberry cake.
yummy.
-smiles-
love you all.
<3 amburh.

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its times like these i'm thankful for my wonderful friends..

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just got told by an ex that he couldn't even begin to summarize
HALF the flaws i have, because the i.m. box isn't big enough.
i feel worthless.
again.
as usual.
i'm sick of fucking crying.
over assholes!
is it so damn bad that i want to be fucking happy?
ive only experienced it once.
a long, long time ago.
and it's become quite apparant by now that it's ( Read more... )