June 18 was my 20th birthday. It was pretty sad as always. I recieved a couple of phone calls from Venezuela: one from my Grandma, and one from my aunt that I had just seen in Chicago the week before. Well, Mace also called me for one minute, not that it matters anyway. Rebe, the only person who claims to adore me as a person in this world, and I ( Read more... )

Megan won't let me talk to her, and her boyfriend (yeah same guy she was fucking while I was down there with her) just called me threatening to kill me. So I had two options: go down there and beat the hell out of the kid until he dies, or fuck him over legally. But if I do the latter, I get fucked legally too, because Megan's only 16. So basically ( Read more... )

I hadn't realized this until right now. It's been a month since all the shit happened. This week has been pretty good for me, I've had different a perspective toward some things and I've been happy. And what's really strage is that this week was supposed to be the saddest one, since I found out so much crap that I didn't "know" before. However, ( Read more... )

Everything's gone....

I'll be down there tomorrow afternoon. I was just thinking how Megan has been a little distant these past days. Patty always fucks things up by being her best friend, 'cause she can be a very stupid girl. I seriously don't know what's wrong with her, but now she's buging me a lot with all the stupid things she's said and done regarding Megan and ( Read more... )

I thought I'd update just for the heck of it. I have to say, again, that it's amazing the number of things, situations and emotions that can happen in such little time. Megan and I have had our ups and downs, and even though in the back of my mind I know I'm crazy for doing this, I have decided to go to Florida. I'll be there next Tuesday until ( Read more... )

It's amazing how many things can happen in just two weeks. Megan had indeed been avoiding my phone calls and had me blocked on aim. I was surprised, however, that she admited it, and that she knows it was a very stupid thing to do. We gave each other around a week. It was really bad -- I felt like there was something missing everyday. She sent me ( Read more... )

The only reason why I like to type, is because computers are fast. For some reason I feel hand writing has a magical power that lets us express ourselves like no other thing can do. I guess sometimes we don't even have to talk and we can get the same feeling; and sometimes being with somebody else produces that feeling as well. But Julie once said ( Read more... )

Things have changed over the past week. Megan is scared of two things: she's always had bad luck with guys and even thought she thinks I won't hurt her, she doesn't know. About this one I have to say "been there, done that" It was the same with Julie, right after she broke up with Ryan after two years. There's nothing I can do but show her I would ( Read more... )

I started working at the Daily Grind. It's kind of hard to remember how to make all the different drinks and all, but I guess that becomes easier with time. My class schedule is alright but there's a couple of days that I leave my room at 8 in the morning and I don't come back until 11pm. That because I chose to work night shift those days. It's ( Read more... )